REIN of Light-

booya!

2010-05-30T14:46:00.001+08:00

Nobody uses Blogger anymore. Sad ):

booya!

2010-05-30T14:45:00.001+08:00

Nobody uses Blogger anymore. Sad ):

2010-04-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

:D

november 20th ----> now.

many many days. :D

post more soon! bye!

2009-11-20T07:10:00.005+08:00

Hi.

Bye.

Lazy to post. come back on 5th december. my birthday dumbasses. yes, you. dumbass. duh.

-.-

ciaos.

lalala bored~

2009-10-05T11:01:00.001+08:00

stressed out...

money money ~ *starts banging on a vending machine*

ciaoos.

2009-09-22T20:42:00.003+08:00

we have a new retard in the house!

someone gei siaoing all over my tagboard, therefore, imma remove it for now. hahas.

this person is someone who is in reject of him/her self. sad, sad.

it's okay, i understand, i knew people who acted in that same way. =D

gotta go, doing stuffs. xD

ciaos!

@ naz : no i didn't tag the thing watsoever. hahas.
@ hy : hi. thx for dropping by. lol.
@ baby : ya lo my blog got bad, mean, people )=

2009-09-20T15:23:00.002+08:00

eeee my tagboard got stalkher. T_T

anyways, SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS WHO FASTED TO THEIR MAXIMUM CAPABILITY. lolol. ^^

selamat
hari
raya.

cyall! have fun with the money in the packets of greens!

baby, baby, i love you! <33

2009-09-13T17:22:00.000+08:00

taken from http://www.dragonminded.com/?inc=games/Game%20Collection

http://www.dragonminded.com/images/videogames/IMG_1442.JPG
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http://www.dragonminded.com/images/videogames/IMG_1446.JPG
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superb! i wanna be like him. seriously.

flyer day with baby kiki!

2009-09-09T00:24:00.002+08:00

so, like this post is shown as WEDNESDAY, coz the bloody blogger post went bye bye. anyways, i saved sections of it in memory and shall rewrite them. while my left eye is going 50% blur. T_T

today, i spent the whole day with baby! from morning, till afternoon. this is like the first time we finally did something fun and at the same time tiring together, for like a few hours. xD

woke up 5.15, eat, bathe at 5.30, smsed baby, went out of house 6, reach baby house 6.30. the timing all estimate la hor, i having brainfreeze.

watch final destination 3 with baby, jie and mei. it was like the third time i watch, and it's still scary as ever. some more watch online, it is UNCUTTED. UN-CUT-TED LEI. LOL. X= gory gory, blood blood, scary scary.

then mummy woke up, she cook for us, and we ate. ate, play around abit, write the flyer.

YES, THE MAIN STORY IS THAT I DISTRIBUTED FLYERS TO OVER 250 DOORS. with baby, mummy, and mei. yupps.

it was like so damn hot lor, baby and I were like sweating through our clothes T_T

heng got cloth, wipe her face, wipe my face, at least not so wet and stuffy.

*i just realised i reverted to my sec 1/2 writing style. one/two sentences, leave a line. -.-*

then, throughout the whole trip, was fun lor, walk walk around with baby. like, just, doing stuffs, together, and being happy. xD

then, finish with the flyer, go macdonalds and, and, and, *censored*. LOLOLOL. dunno lah, eat anot. dun think so la hor. x=

then, kissed baby goodbye, gave hi-5 to her, mei and mummy, den go home sleep. awakened by phone ring, baby smsed me. then went online, blaaaa blaaaa blaaaa.

-h0ly$h!t ask me about buying a computer.
-helped twinneh attempt to fix broken lappy.
-ignored teewei
-find the movie thingy
-confirm with hy, baby, and hy jie.
-left eye blur blur blur. i can see that i have three hands. seriously.

going sleep soon. nono, in fact, in ten minutes or so. buay tahan.

ciaos!

sorry for the non-informative and boring post, to whoever it may concern.

shit, see, i wrote that sentence terbalik. means, i got brainfreeze. upside down = fked up x=

gdnights!

2009-09-05T14:46:00.000+08:00

i saw this, and lol'ed so hard i died.

quoted from a website talking about a website, and how it prevented the viewers from closing the browser, and this person had to write this :

lol wrote:

OMG NOOBS WHEN YOU PRESS IT ALWAYS IT GO AWAY TOO,ÀND WITH TASkMANAGER TOO OGM STFU NOOBS
Sunday, February 1, 2009 at 6:22 am | Permalink

LOL. he/she CAN'T EVEN WRITE OMG PROPERLY. IT'S LIKE, O-M-G, NOT O-G-M LOL.

i'm with malik now. gtg, might post again later. ciaos! :D

late night kopi with tok hanif

2009-09-05T01:16:00.003+08:00

LATE NIGHT KOPI PENG WITH TOK HANIF! =D

He dragonica-ing. I was slacking. time to sleep. gdnights!

miss baby ALOT x_x"

ciaos!

contra-(teachers' day)

2009-08-31T22:40:00.002+08:00

today is supposed to be the celebrations for tomorrow's teachers' day. BUUUUUT, SAAAAAADLY, i didn't go back to MMMAAARRRSSSIIILLLIIINNNGGG SEC! D= didn't get to see all those beloved teachers of mine. but, my agenda for today got replaced! it was an almost equal trade-off if you were to think about it, as a whole. (:

i accompanied baby from vista point area to her primary school. then, we walk walk around and she showed to me the ground floor of her school. we like 'tawaf' the place 2 or 3 times, before we started to get bored :3

met baby's mei, and her friend inside the school. then we sat down in the canteen coz baby wanted to go get food with her mei. then, out of nowhere, baby had this eating competition with her mei. see who eat faster. like my secondary school ice tea speed drinking competition (me as the champion of course) and my primary school nasi ayam/mee soto speed eating competition (me champ for the nasi ayam, anwar owned me on the soto T_T) siol -.-

baby won her mei, then her mei help her buy mashed potato. i feed her a few spoonfuls, then let her eat herself de x= dowan pamper her so much, later she addicted to me xD

then after that, left her friend, and me, baby, and her mei went to the nearby RC to slack. then another one of baby's friend came, and we went beside baby's school. there got alot of people slack, and it was friggin noisy. so baby go play play with her friends while I was trying to catch some shuteye. then suddenly, baby's jie come down T_T

at first, i was like "ZOMG JIE COME ZOMG SHE IS LIKE SO GOING TO TEKAN ME ZOMG SOMEONE SAVE ME ZOMG"
then skali she was like soooo damn talk talk talk alot. reminds me ALOT of LIM YOU LI X=

so, then, went to adm, mac, talk to jie. and the three of them eat. then went some place to slack and talk. and then saw baby's mummy. was like "ZOMG HOW MANY FAMILY MEMBERS MUST MEET IN ONE SINGLE DAY ZOMG AM I GONNA DIE TODAY ZOMG". then said hi, then baby showed her mummy my hair, then she offered to trim my hair for free (her mummy has a home hair saloon thingy). so cutted my hair, saw baby hair got cutted, and then fix her com.

then tada reach home, blog, dota, chatted with heiqal, chatted with baby and HUIYING JIE abt some outing we're planing to have, and now i'm just rushing through everything BECAUSE i'm sleepy, tired, hungry, exhausted, bored, sad, emo, dying, crazy, retarded, satanic, etc. LOL. no la, the first few applies, choose for yourselves.

this HUIYING JIE of mine always want the SPOTLIGHT in my post de. but she like WHITE colour. but i give her RED. say wan curse me in 41 languages. LOL x= come come, i wait u finish all 41 tongues then i eat ur hair up LOL X= u noe why got this paragraph? coz she wanted me blog abt her. want me say how nonchalant and how glamorous she was while chatting with me and baby just now. LOL. nah, give you one whole paragraph about you. hao le ma? xD

oh oh, and ytd i celebrated my bro's birthday at my grannys' place with my cuzzies, siblings, him, mummy and ah ma. and his birthday is like, today. hahas. 31st august. pics are somewhere out there, just need to find out from my sis where they are. see if i'm free, i'll upload them up.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG SUMALI BIN ISMAIL! lucks in everything, loved always. (: <3

ciaos all!

*i swear to god i'm gonna learn how to use the apostrophe properly again. mdm radha lessons, here i come! LOL*

*oh and baby, cheer up ayte? fret not that the storm tonight scares you, for the big bright sun of tomorrow will shine the road to our happiness <3*

2009-08-11T23:47:00.011+08:00

aleeeemak. so long nvr update sia!

*my elder bro's accent kicks in at the top line* -.-

so anyways, yeah. busy with life. and stuffs. cmon please, i'm not your normal tube no more. not that geek warming his chair every single day/night for hours. na'uh. say goodbye to him. no, seriously.

he has a life now. and he uses real cash on real life items. like solid, real, non-digital shit. -.-

and alot of events happen around him, just that he doesn't sit in front of a computer to blog them down. LOL.

BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG SORRY TO HUIYING JIE COZ HER BDAE SLIPPED MY MIND. see lah, i nvr go jio you out for movie like that yr, forgot abt it. x=

i admit my blog is boring, as claimed by marble cake -.-

and i'll upload photos if i bring a camera phone / camera next time ba, okay kak yuyu? xD

eh nazrul, next time u tag more often, i update more often. x=

OKAY, SO THIS IS THE REAL REAL REAL UPDATE.

this past few weeks, chaotic chaotic nak mampos. alot of things happen siol. like for example kan,

-i'm reading philosophy. nono, not reading ah, learning. but learn for the purpose of knowing, not using. (hopefully)
-i still don't have a job, call alot alot alot of people, still no job.
-I CHANGED MY PHONE NUMBER PLS UPDATE. JUST SMS MY OLD NUMBER 9758570* TO ASK ME FOR MY NEW NUMBER. PLEASE INCLUDE UR NAME.
-i became someone's dog a few days back, but now it's over.
-bad stuffs, good stuffs, more good stuffs of course, happened to me. no point writing them here, they don't need any kind of commenting. hahas.
-i missed alot of action, on both the amigoes and the crew sides. alot of DotA, and alot of outings. sad, sad, but inevitable.
-oh, right. "Growing OLD is inevitable, growing UP is optional."
-lol'ed at the above.
-oh yes yes, i finally have a list of people to kill. literally. yes. grudges. yes. really.
-and the list starts with kangwei's name, coz he made 'da tuBe' <--- LOLOL
-and the list continues with nazrul's name, coz he made me gay.
-and then goes on to karwah's name, coz he made me even more gay.
-and then izzat's name will be up, coz he gave birth and nourished my ultra-gay counterpart.
-and then hanif's name will be featured, coz he gave me the best roller-coaster experience anyone on earth can have, by riding with me on a brakeless bicycle.
-and then irene's name will be in there too, for rejecting me last time LOL X=
-no la, the people above all bluff de, JKJKING -.- i love you people, memories, fun, blabla. xD
-except for maybe kangwei ah, the tube thing is kinda serious. LOL X=
-but seriously, i have a list of people that i think is undeserving of life on this earth. bleah. disgusting people -.-
-is that it? any other thing? no more right? either i forgot about the stuffs that happened, or they don't need any public view. xD

next post will have pictures, a story, and non-boring material, okay?! -.-

okay lah, gotta go sleep liaos! tmr got school and then go bugis wif kelvin. ciaos!

2009-07-24T22:48:00.003+08:00

FEEEVVEEEEER!

down wif stupid stupid fever.
and i think i passed it to someone <3

LOL.

today was a great great great day even though i was sick.

oh there was one part where i was jealous. a guy called in and i went 'kababoom' a little -.-

anyways, gotta go rest nao. tmr maybe go sentosa, maybe go lucky plaza, maybe stay at home.

and THIS, is my FINAL GOODBYE.
(:

ciaos!

ps. dun anyhow make ppl horny okay? LOL.

byebye dear. and this is sorry for the last time.

2009-07-23T19:34:00.006+08:00

OKAY. so, very long never update right? especially between the hiatus and the move along. LOL. coz between this period of time, kinda chaotic. but naaao, it's over.
yeap, today is the day that i burnt a beautiful book. a book that i wrote with gusto and passion, but had a very big flaw in it. there wasn't a concrete storyline. sad sad, you might say.

WOOOOO, LONG TIME SINCE I TOOK OUT MY BOOK AND WROTE IT DOWN HERE LOL.

cyNix 44 - A burnt novel, pray that it never happens again.

And I woke up, thinking.
And I put real oil into the fire, so as to pull her out.
To my dismay, she hated me for it!
Overshadowing this calamity, I felt light.
But, I couldn't leave her in the darkness.
Truly, dumbfounded I am.
Confused? I sure am!
Look behind you, look over your shoulder!
What actually happened? What did fate lay forth?
Emotions drained from within me, even if it wasn't my intention in the first place.
Thoughts clouded, speech tainted, with the pink and red touches of love and desire.
Nay! Something wrong happened! Indeed what you said was true, but something wrong happened! That was why there was the fire, and this much hatred!
Remember?
Remember? My, oh my, you don't remember?
You used to breathe me, say me, taste me, see me, feel me, in every moment of your life.
Nay! Not anymore, my sweet maiden! I felt it, and you hid it.
It's okay, it's alright. You can blame it on me. Surely, you can do that! For you have done that!
Heaven condemned me so much so that I was casted into this hellish oblivion once again. Pray, pray, that I wake up from this burning slumber.
For I know I shall be awakened soon, as I feel a new light lifting me.
Pray, pray, that this light saves me, saves me, saves me.

End of Book 44.

:D

so yeah, if you don't understand, i will not explain it to you.

no seriously, i won't explain. not even to YOU, my baka jie =X

okay ba, this is a song for all of you out there LOL.

Mayday Parade - When I Get Home, You're So Dead

The words are coming I feel terrible
Is it typical for us to end like this
Am I just another scene
From a movie that you've seen 100 times
Cause baby you weren't the first or the last or the worst
And I've got to fill the blanks in the past with a verse
And we could sit around and cry but frankly your not worth it
Anymore

So say hello to all the boys at the top of this table that your under
Lipstick lullabies
This is sorry for the last time
And baby I understand that your making new friends
This is how you get by
The moral this time is
Girls make boys cry and I

On any other day I'd shoot the boy
Cause your simple toy
Had caused a scene like this
Leave him hanging on the walls
Just a picture in the hall
Like 100 more
Consider this as a gift as you taste him on your lips
And he's making you scream with his hands on your hips
I hope he's leaving you empty baby this is just a fix
For such a simple little whore

So say hello to all the boys at the top of this table that your under
Lipstick lullabies
This is sorry for the last time
And baby I understand that your making new friends
This is how you get by
The moral this time is
Girls make boys cry and I

And your name remains the same
All that has changed is this pretty face
So pull the trigger
It never gets closer
You want to start over
But never start over
pull the trigger
you want to start over
but never start over

So say hello to all the boys at the top of this table that your under
Lipstick lullabies
This is sorry for the last time
And baby I understand that your making new friends
This is how you get by
The moral this time is
Girls make boys cry and I

Say hello
Say hello

Lipstick lullabies
This is sorry for the last time
And baby I understand that your making new friends
This is how you get by
The moral this time is
Girls make boys cry and...

ciaos!

ps. adding salt to injury : the song above? say hello to all the guys in the maple server you're in. LOL

pps. i'm a bastard aint i? LOL. epic. -.-

hiatus

2009-07-20T22:32:00.001+08:00

hiatus in 2 for 10-15.

:\

cyall then.

just in case -.-
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hiatus

2009-07-03T12:18:00.002+08:00

screw this. I HAAATE YOUUU PEEEEEEOPLEEEEEE! Dx

oh, malik just lost his laptop. my condolences.

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

ciaos!

Fright of Concygnus

2009-06-28T11:26:00.006+08:00

STORY-TELLING TIME!

when it's moments like this, when I have alot of problems and thinking to do, I remind myself of the tales and stories that I've played in my mind ever since I was young.

I posted a section of a story that played before, I think. It's called Hyphillianders, don't know if I really did post about it.

I remember I did, cause it had something to do with Crystal (an old JC friend). YEA, I think I did. I'm NOT gonna check it though, cause I have it in my head, and I don't wanna tell the whole world about it.

NOW!

Fright of Concygnus

A seven year story I have and is still running. MY IMAGINATION can really get out of control. And my mind runs these stories cause I try to DRAAAAG my mind AWAY! from my problems at times. Here goes!

____________________________________________________________________

pt 3.

(Year 704 ever since the Conference Torment on Summit Hjurai. Krypt, aged 22, had to find the Prinyk from Summit Hjurai, so that Krypt can retrieve the memories from the time he was still an infant, the time his sister was murdered)

Krypt : "I need to change this gun, dude. Quickie, perhaps. I've used this since I was 6. Sentimentals done with, I need to drop this revolver. An automatic would be nice."

Ashton : "But there's only one dope-town like 70 miles away from where we are, I think. Even if we reach there, we probably have to get through the Lraknat to get to the exclusives. Bah! The dark clouds are getting worst, and we only see the sun once a month or so. We better get this charm up and working soon, or we'll be stuck when we get to the end of this path. For another 22 shitty days."

*carriage wheels*

Unknown person : "Hey mate, needa ride? I see you got yourself a Compass."

*fog clears*

Unknown person : "HEY ASHTON! LONG TIME NO SEE!"

*Ashton looks up from the map and laughs*

Ashton : "HEY SOCRATES! My, oh my, long time eh buddy? How've you been? Left the academy and joining the Archers' Outpost, lucky for you to still be alive! How about Hyenas? Having a hard time with them?"

Socrates : "Nope, lucky of me too. If they did catch me, I'd be dead so fast, you won't even be able to ask 'Coffee or tea?' in time. Oh, also, my archer buddies were supportive of me, so they got all their round-ups looking for me every 50miles or so. Great snipers they are! Helped me bring down a Stage 6 Hyena once."

Krypt : "Hey, so you two were school buddies or something? Cool, now we have two Compasses together, and a semi-Archer too! But since we have an Archer now, we really should be extra careful about where to go and everything. Lucky we're on the Blessed Path, we're inaccessible to Hyenas now. Lucky us aye?"

Socrates : "Indeed we are. So, what's your name? Nice to meet you."

Ashton : "He's Krypt, and as you know, he's Socrates. And as WE ALL KNOW, I'm the charming, sexy, hot Ashton!" *sticks tongue out*

*Socrates & Krypt starts shaking hands, ignoring Ashton* (LOL)

Moving ahead, they find out about how Socrates was able to get the permission to break the grip of Compasses and join the Archers' Outpost. In fact, it wasn't a good thing to practise too much. Being a compass, he had to perform his divine rites each time he starts his day, and being an Archer, he's always targetted by Hyenas. And since it's been this bad, there aren't really much adventurers who has had to travel for miles to get something they want. Thus, Socrates had to travel on his own all the way back from Hyliokraft, their home colony.

Socrates : "Hey, since we've got my charm, I guess you can focus on tracking for water sources aye, Ash? Easier for us to keep up with our energies later on."

Ashton : "Yeah sure thing. The only reason my charm is not up yet was because we were tracking water for 3 days straight. We actually had a Land Rover, but we had to leave it behind. So now we're on foot, and lucky thing you came by with your carriage. If not, it would take us three extra months to get to Summit Hjurai."

Socrates : "Oh hey, you mean this?"

*takes out his brush, writes 開, encircles it, and pushes it to the back of his carriage, revealing the enchanted section of the space he had behind him*

*RUNS TO THE ROVER*

Krypt : "Cirilla! There you are! Oh my, I though I had lost you forever!" (T_T)

Socrates : "HEY don't run on the deck ever again alright?" (T_T)

Krypt : *still hugging Cirilla* "Oh, I'm sorry Socrates. Just that I'm so happy and touched and couldn't control myself." (T_T)

Ashton : "Great, now we're all back together, with better shits than before!"

____________________________________________________________________

there's something moving in my eyes. either there's something living it it, or it's just twitching like mad. T_T

okay. gtg maple now T_T

ciaos!

don't leave me

2009-06-27T18:55:00.002+08:00

YAY NEVER GO MALAYSIA!

lololol.

-.-

ciaos!

maaaaple

2009-06-25T20:49:00.003+08:00

maaaaaple.

someone really stress this past few days. i'm worried abt that person.

I LOVE YOU NAZRUL

get a grip of ur life pls, blessings to faiz who is having alot of problems -.-

karwah, if you're reading this, tag me with why u called me that time? i din pick up sorry. don't tell me it has something to do with the red light dist. -.-

tmr fixing boi's com, then go lib, study/hwk.

sat afternoon go meet kelvin at bb. then go msia with family.

CIAOS!

2009-06-22T23:51:00.002+08:00

OKAY, so tomorrow go simlim, and then meet syafiq. actually the simlim is redundant, but i lazy to find the phone anywhere else.

and then meet syafiq, and do nothing. right. OH YA, CALL KELVIN! okay i'll do that tmr morning. T_T

okay. gdnight ciaos!

ps : oh right, my ezlink no cash. damn, so maybe tmr morning call kelvin, then wait till afternoon, go library with syafiq. need to do the ventrilo server + the web server + the website + the product. RAWR!

left, right, after all the mess that you have made, look forward, peep behind, that's it! don't move!

2009-06-21T00:24:00.002+08:00

i read my tagboard and saw this :

nazrul: hahas.read ur post.ok,lets have a race oneday.u n ur aerodynamics n me with my "naruto" ninja style.

"In the year 2020, two idiots battle it out in a race of wits and skill to see who is faster and dumber looking!

and on the first lane, there's sonic-looking NAS, with his hands ALREADY behind him before he starts running

and on the second lane, there's ninja-style NAZ, with his hands not visible from where I'm standing

AND THEY'RE OFF!

*after 22 seconds*

oh and it looks like they both finished the 70km race in 20 seconds or so. so let's see from the cam who wins!

oh it's a draw!

And this is your live report from Antartica, Channel NonAsia."

LOL. imagined that while reading his tag.

okay.

lets see. today. sunday, 21st june.

left, right, after all the mess that you have made, look forward, peep behind, that's it! don't move! < my msn nick :D

SOMETHING, is wrong, with MEEEEE. i don't know WHAT, but SOMETHING is wrong! :\

that's all actually. LOL.

oh, tomorrow going stadium to run. SHIT, 12:29am. supposed to slp like 11/12am -.-

ciaos!

nazrul, eda, and myself. nazrul has nothing to do with eda though. LOL

2009-06-18T09:32:00.006+08:00

nazrul's tag came before this post, and it gave me an idea for today morning's topic.

actually i had decided to only post something random like "oranges are for kids, eat screwdrivers!" or something less lame than that. but then, nazrul wrote "menyesatkan" and it made me reflect about me being a bad boy over the past year, few months. yep, it made me think and think abt myself. in which it took me 2 seconds of thinking to realize that i'm indeed a bad boy. come to think of it, i was a semi-feminine person when i was in my younger days. NOW, that i look at what i do everyday, i am no worse than an animal, i think. LOL!

an animal has no flexible way of life, follows instinct, and live only for a reason, for the existance that God gave to it.

now me, i have no flexible way of life (i don't even think i have a life, i just go around singapore doing nothing :\), follows instinct (i do not use my brain so often already), and live only for a reason, for the making of money and fun! ALL THE WRONG SHITS!

x:

AI. NED. TUH. MAKEE. SUUMTIIING. OUTTTAAH. MAAH. LAAAIFE. AAI. DOOOON. WAAN. TUH. BEI. AYE. SOUCIIAALE. TRAASHEE. NUUUUUUU T_T

now, i know of somebody who SIMILARLY thinks like me. NONO, who SIMILARLY thinks like cynix-nas, not TUBE. nono. that would be just friggin wrong. tube was born for his DUTY. not many can do it.

yeah, someone who thinks just like naas. the naaaaaas. THE nas! yep, that sonic guy. that guy who runs his 2.4km with his hands outstretched behind because he believes aerodynamics is EFFECTIVELY AND LARGELY affected just by his hands and his body slanting forward. yep, the guy you people imitated in sec 2 -.-

that guy who imagines alot (i imagined angels dragging kangwei up to space, then dropped him, when he made da tuBe), mumbles to himself alot (because he uses his brain/has nothing to do AND AT THE SAME TIME, cannot keep his mouth shut for some reason), who thinks alot (yes yes that guy who kept thinking you were trying to scam him with the 3 tissue - $1 thingy), and yeah, that guy.

the person does not have an exact copy of the mindset that i have laaaa. just we are SIMILAR. see it's in caps three paragraphs above.

oh, and now for some 'brain usage'. i wanted to post this before, but my mind was already occupied, so i posted a mental note for my next post.

:

18th june.

Although shards of emptiness is what you feel,
I ask you to feel no other than my soul for you.
I ask of you, be strong and take my hand,
for that I'm determined to be your friend.
Shielding you from any kind of sadness,
I can promise you my self-made happiness.
You and I, together in relation,
not matrimony, nor contract,
but in a relationship nice and warm,
called friendship, we shall have.

:

WHO, THE, FRIGGIN, SHIT, SAYS, LITERATURE HAS TO RHYME. NOOOO. THAT'S JUST KIDDY TALK D=<

:]

okay i'm done. gotta go out now. eh, naz, you tag my blog alot hor?! gdgd, hope u read my posts too, not only mingle around the tagboard! X:

eh naz, if got any upcoming outings, JIO ME! if i find out u guys go out without me, i skin the BLACKGUY, the STICKMAN, the PRAWNGOD, AND THE IKAN YU , alive. zz.

ciaos all!

FORUMS!

2009-06-15T18:03:00.003+08:00

this. is. very. good.

http://www.foamyfanatics.net/episodes/player.php?title=Forum%2BBore%2BEm&file=forum

it's a short flash vid about FORUMS.

forums are getting more and more retarded. it's getting LESS useful. :\

"objectivity, value, validity."
or maybe, 'purpose, significance, and feasibility'. that clears shits out on conflicting views and how to handle them.

hmmm.

now, lets talk abt me. basically, imma making my life busier. LOL.

okay, that's it about me. cause the rest about me is the same.

ciaos!

2009-06-14T00:09:00.001+08:00

:)
:(
:]
:[
:P
:D
:d
:>
:<
:S
:o
:x
:@
:3

RAWR! gone crazy.

2009-06-13T02:23:00.002+08:00

if (breathing)
{
 if (awake)
 {
      go out. eat. spend money. go back home. sleep.
 }
 else
 {
      continue sleeping.
 }
}
else
{
 return dead.
}

return alive.

LOL. something like that. need to extend a few other stuffs then it'll be kinda accurate to the core.

i was reading X-Laws on wikipedia when i came across this at the very bottom :

Hans Reiheit (first appearance in Volume 30)

Exiled member of the X-Laws
Spirit: Azazel (Tank)
Origin: Austria

The most dangerous member of the group because of his spirit, the angel Azazel. Azazel has a reiyoku level of 470,000, which is higher than the Spirit of Fire's reiyoku level of 300,000. The reason he is not able to defeat Hao is because, although his angel is more powerful than the Spirit of Fire, Reiheit only had enough furyoku to Oversoul him for three seconds. Hao Asakura, by contrast, has enough furyoku to form the Spirit of Fire for four times.

LOL. I give you a sniper rifle, put you in a dark room, throw you out, and you have to kill that one enemy within a 200m radius in three seconds. or else, he'll throw four artillery shots your way. ROFLOLMAO. epic to the MAAAAXIMUM!

i read that and was LAUGHING TO THE MAX.

now im speechless over the edge, and just breathless
i never thought that i'd catch this, love bug, again
hopeless, head over heels in the moment
i never thought that i'd get hit by this, love bug, again

that song is ringing in my head. RAWR! sing me velonica!!!!! lololol.

k la, gotta go. tmr need wake up 6.30am.

ciaos!

2009-06-10T18:51:00.001+08:00

i burnt my finger. soldering fcuker. lolol!

someone drew me a flower!

2009-06-08T19:54:00.003+08:00

someone said my drawing lousy, then i challenge that person to draw. in the end cannot, said too difficult. then draw for me a flower. LOL!

screwed up lor. my CPU is 90 degrees celsius on heavy workload. I WAN LIQUID COOLER!

zzz. k ba, going off now. ciaos!

2009-06-02T18:53:00.000+08:00

izzat, izzat.

hahaha.

ciaos!

2009-06-01T23:51:00.004+08:00

an epic day today is.

take my hand, feel my pulse, know that I still beat for you.

words are powerful, but i don't intend to deceive anyone by using them. words are beautiful, if you lay your heart onto your toungue. words are painful, if you keep on lying.

ask, and you shall receive.

:]

ciaos all!

i'm still here for you.

2009-05-31T23:44:00.002+08:00

went dte, escape theme park.

and it was an extremely enlightening day. that's cause,

MSN nick : "u go genting, u see tudungs and baggy pants. u go escape, u see shorts and low cuts. and many, many wows from me."

my eyes cannot stop averting from a spot to another. many school girls, hot girls, cute girls, not much malays, alot alot alot of chinese, some china people, some banglas oso, and then there's me. :D

that's it i guess. BORED, to, DEAAAAATH.

okayokay, gotta go. ciaos!

no matter who you put in front of me, no matter how much i look, ogle, drool, smile, laugh, stare, my heart still beats for you.

2009-05-30T18:54:00.003+08:00

RAWR! saturday. 30th may.

6:57pm.

and i fell for the "INSTANT REGISTRY SCAN! 2 MINUTES CAN SAVE MONTHS OF CRASHING!"

cause.

i'm using a

ehem-copy of Windows XP.

although the key is NON-LEGIT,

the CD is.

BUT.

it's causing alot of problems right now.

like,

zombie threads,

zombie threads,

more zombie threads,

and unwanted slowdown.

maybe that's because my installed programs are overwhelming.

I ADMIT THAT,

for my 512MB RAM,

i've installed a list of shit that a 1GB RAM probably can't handle either.

LOL.

epic.

anyways, it's been a long time since i posted like this,

this "one sentence and two returns" format,

and i'm doing it now,

coz i'm bored,

and it's damn hot in singapore recently.

let's go genting when the tsunami strikes,

or w/e.

lol.

gtg, trying to get alot of stuffs done.

:\

ciaos!

good things come in small packages. what goes around comes around.

2009-05-23T21:43:00.001+08:00

yesterday

facebook : Ebnue Naseerul Tubey Tube is so bored that he's starting to get boring.
msn : gimme every single jap/eng/chi/malay/korean/thai/antartican song in ur com, i'll pay u $10. TnC applies

today

facebook : Ebnue Naseerul Tubey Tube is feeling very high. The CUTE girl from the 11th floor blushed and giggled when she went out of the lift, and she looked into the lift when I was closing the door. LOLOL. -.-"
msn : walao. cbkia use my 3g till $30. screw the guy who found my phone. hope his manhood die in car crash.

just now went art house, see nazrul's band perform. went with pr0n god kar. superb day i had with him. hahaha.

nazrul's band, hmmm. nice nice. can do better in many aspects, but it's not bad as of now. :]

cb, i went home, saw my phone bill, $100 siol. first time break $99. in fact, first time broke $80. zzzzzz.

woooo, that 11th floor girl. ^^,

LOL.

okay lah, i go off liaos. ciaos!

dead and gone.

2009-05-19T11:38:00.006+08:00

so many things happened so far. yaknoe, i thought i hadn't posted a single thing since last month. i logged in and was surprised to see that my last post was during 9th may. WOW! don't you people get it?

9th may till now, 19th may, is only 10 days. but my not-so-conscious-conscience thought that it has been a month or so. this means that i'm sick and tired of my life now. a little bit at least. nothing fun ever happens to me, maybe except when i spend my time with the amigoes or the THP mates. other than that it's slack, waste time, and dream.

today's post is very weird in formatting once again, coz i just woke up -.-

the content and context is also different.

AND I'M NOT AN EMO PERSON, not anymore at least.

that's cause i'm not anymore lah -.- don't ask anymore.

dah la, i gtg. now currently getting to know this nice MALAY girl. actually not getting to know, is TRYING to get to know her. LOL. see where i am? her online self seems to be like a nice and fun girl. but what drills in me is the fact that she's a, a, a, a, a. MALAY! x:

this is like the 5th MALAY girl i ever thought of jioing in my LIFE. no, really, no joke. 5th only. chinese girl you ask? well let's see, there's that girl, and that one. oh that one too. so add em all up, shld be, the next one shld be, shld be, my 17,548,038th chinese girl i tried to get. LOLOLOL!

k lah, i wanna ciaos. bye all.

and i still need those colours :(

2009-05-09T06:45:00.006+08:00

How To Make Your Old Mouse Into A Photon Robot.
The Heart Sutra.
Islam in the Digital Age.
Visual How-To : iPhone .
101 Spy Gadgets for the Evil Genius.
How Not To Program In C++.
The No-Nonsense Guide to Science.
Equinox.
Japanese War Crimes.
A Christian and Muslim Dialogue.
Train Your Dog in 6 Weeks.

and the list goes onnn.... and oonnnnn..... and ooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.....

LOL. coz i've been in the library for so long, i've decided to take the "TV IS EVIL" for real and make it a point to read books, cause, "BOOKS ARE THE SOURCE OF KNOWLEDGE".

Alot of books le, more than those i wrote above. Somehow, it HALF-freaks me out. I don't wanna be a geek but i love reading. *confused*

rawr! anyways, alot of friggin shits happened to me recently.
and the list includes :
- i lost my phone T_T
- my bro brought home a hamster. (i'm still questioning if it's a hamster, it won't eat veggies.)
- i bore myself to my socks. everyday.

and like above, the list goes ooooooooonnnnnnn.

i wanna go off now. ciaos.

can someone help make my life colourful once again? pls? (._.)

2009-04-28T21:46:00.002+08:00

helped quite a number of souls today X:

- syafiq (killed his boredom)
- syazmir (accompany him go bugis pay his bill)
- jingyi (found her blogskin for her!)
- my brother (has fever, helped him here and there <3)

dammit i forgot return kelvin's call. he's gonna be mad at me! ciaos!

miss nikkeh! ;)

2009-04-27T18:52:00.004+08:00

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you

Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now

So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
Sleep alone tonight
How does he feel, how does he kiss
(So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side)
How does he taste while he's on your lips
(So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side)

I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forget you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forget you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to

;)

LOL NORMAN!

2009-04-25T01:46:00.002+08:00

today, spent my afternoon with kelvin, go find slim cut pants. go lucky, wisma. got a nice one that he liked at GAP.

by now, i got heavy sorethroat and slight headaches. my major fever is gone! hurray!

so night time, RP didn't have astro, so changed plan back to going to class.

LOOOOL!

norman got back from thailand not long ago, so i called him before, to ask if he went to class.

meee : "hello norman u gng class later?"
norman : starts speaking in thai
meee : "WHAAT? is that thai? speak english laaa. going class anot?"
norman : says a word in thai, and says that what he said was 'yes' in thai.
frustrated meee : "ok la see u later la z" -.-

LOL! then throughout class, he told me how he was trying very hard to learn the thai language. he showed me a book with thai phrases and we started playing around and making lame dupeshits out of ourselves. oh, oh, also, he told me that he had left his heart at thailand. i was like, woah, foreign love. LOL. and the girl was not bad looking, very exotic (like any other thai girl).

then, the break came. we went down for a break. so, we were talking abt his TP and trance, techno and the like. talk talk talk, we realized we were late for class. so we quickly went back up. enter class, saw like half was gone. left during break-time. badbad~!

then norman looked at me, and said,

norman : "eh nas, you want to go off anot ar?"
meee : "ya la, this guy starting another one of his faith and christian speeches. boring la"
norman : "if i pack up will you go?"
meee : "yaya, quick quick."
-norman starts packing up-
meee : "quick, he's gonna start soon!"
norman : "omg are you sure we're going to do this?"
meee picking up the bag and saying : "dah la, quick, jalan je, follow me!"
-meee starts walking-
norman : "eeeeehhhh!!! wait!!!!"
-we start walking very quickly-
-a girl blocks my way-
-i sidestep and TRY MY BEST TO AVOID EYE CONTACT WITH JOHN SEOW-
-but i still saw him looking at us walking off with our bags-
-i didn't hesitate one moment to open the door-
-i heard-
john seow : "oh, bye, see you!"
-i continued walking, holding my breathe as hard as i could-
-i turn at the corner and LAUGH OUT LOUD!-
-i turn and see norman LAUGH OUT LOUD!-
LAUGH OUT LOUD!!! LOL

norman then was like
norman : "eh kau tengok, setan. still got the cheek to say 'bye, see you'. like he know what we doing like that!"
meee : "aiya he just mocking us la, hahahaha"
-norman slows his walking-
norman : "eh i feel very evil sia!"
meee : "nono, you're not going back, we got this far. like no face if we go back!" -.-

LOL. then he accompany me go makan. i learnt alot more stuffs abt his trip to thailand. hahaha. i wanna go there one day!

in the train, we talked about religion sia =.=" in my view, he was the least religious person i have yet to come across. and yet, he got olvls religious knowledge (islam) =.= WTF

wooo, then came back, put this in my nick.

--- `тнр|-сўиıx™-[tטВэ] | imagine, as u were pon-ning class, as u leave, the teacher watched, and said, "Bye, see you". LOL

and this happened!

- The day I met you was the day my life really changed. I am really glad to have gotten to know you. said:
wtf serious?
the teacher so cool ah
--- `тнр|-сўиıx™-[tטВэ] | imagine, as u were pon-ning class, as u leave, the teacher watched, and said, "Bye, see you". LOL said:
LOL private sch ma
hahaha

hahaha guorong was amazed! xD

so play dota, got trashed. and the dudes are still not poetically inclined. so no point giving "abstract" suggestions/comments on how our team was doing. but what i said was :
"the sentinel team focused on their strengths alone, but we focus too much on others' weaknesses and only then judge our strength from there."

going to sleep now!

-IDC IDC IDC IDC IDC! I DON'T WANNA CARE ANYMORE! ;D coz it hurts when I do and you don't-

:(

2009-04-22T16:50:00.002+08:00

i'm having fever. yeap yeap, hot brain that is caused by infection. rofl.

rawr, i have no mood to blog about anything right now, coz something bad happened to me arh. so yeah, once this "something bad" is dead and gone, i'll be blogging as usual.

:(
everyone deserves chances. gimme one.

ciaos!

<3 SHIFU MOMMA MUHAMMAD TUCKY!!! <3

2009-04-18T23:34:00.009+08:00

	SHIFU
	!
	ahahah momma
	i need quick help
	read my nick
	tell me what i shld do
	u look at ur dp?
	wow
	shifu
	ur powers
	are still intact!
	thank you!
	u have opened my heart and mind again
	LOL WAT DID I DO
	LOL
	my DP
	omg momma u rox
	is a game abt a kid trying to maintain peace in the world
	hahaha
	kid?
	yeah, eugene play this game ma
	i wanna be the guy
	omg
	small kid jump jump
	he wants to be something!
	so i also must be something!
	SHIFU UR HOLYSHITNESS IS POWERFUL MAN!
	LOL
	def. holyshit : one who is shit aka nothing, and in fact can do EVERYTHING
	power la
	<3>
	hahahaha
	dun 4get to change the kidos pampers
	LOLS
	NO PROBLEM SHIFU!
	lolol
	guess wat its apple time
	LOL
	LOLOLOLOL
	ROFLOLMAO
	HAHAHHAHA
	the saddest moment of ur day
	ROFLOLMAO
	lololol
	i go let the apple eat me
	afk~
	lol
	LOL
	hahhahahahha
	okay!
	gdluck!

my nick : --- `тнр|-сўиıx™-[tטВэ] | looking at a depressed person makes me depressed. fcuk.

i
love
shifu
alot
alot.
<3

ciaos!

2009-04-17T23:22:00.002+08:00

i keep throwing money away.

two days ago, i wanted to throw a piece of paper out the window, i threw 30 cents.

today, i wanted to throw a piece of plastic, go throw 50 cents.

friggin sad. -.-

no time no time, alot of things to transfer, returning dino's laptop in a few days time!

ciaos!

[tag]
@ hanif : np :)
@ nazrul : FREAK OFF U STICKMAN. LOL
@ karwah : for you baby, it's free.
@ kitty : glad to know u still rmbed me. X: (im literally touched)
[/tag]

2009-04-16T02:50:00.002+08:00

the choice of words in someone's everyday life, may turn president obama into a white man.

the choice of revelations in someone's life, may cause world war 3.

be cautious, in life. :D

thx to THPm4'08.

LOL

ciaos.

the end is near? LOL

2009-04-12T22:13:00.002+08:00

i have decided to SINCERELY (nono im serious) apologize to hanif for what i did in the past. apologize for hurting him. and i also apologize to shinnj for being too gay till he cannot take it.

i'll meet hanif in person soon, i hope.

ciaos!

removed at the discreetion of many parties.

2009-04-12T16:57:00.025+08:00

screwed up :\

2009-04-11T15:06:00.006+08:00

yeah hor! i still got the amigoes! and that means that i still have got a family!

anws, i'll write an account of ytd :D

ytd was friday, and it was the 40th day thingy. so i could go to mosque and pray and blaaaa blaaaa. i took the bus with haziq, and saw hadi in the bus. and he asked me "eh u can go mosque aredi ar?" i was like, "duh, 40th day was ytd :)" den the mosque was FUUUULLLLL. even before the sermon. -.- in the end, i prayed on the road. nevermind.

so aft that, me and hadi and syafiq went walk walk in cwp. they went to popular -.- to find CDs and some lame comp stuffs. then we went to metro, and i found a very nice shirt! it was 80 bucks. feel like buying lo! XD then, we ate at macs civics. coz the cwp one was so damn full, like the mosque. LOL! so we eat eat, fiq got the mcspicy, me and hadi got the snack wrap. i was shocked that it was the first time hadi got the snack wrap -.- nevermind, can't blame him, sit at home only!

so aft that, went home to change clothes and take my bag, then went to syafiq's aunt's house. i was like so damn scared to meet his aunty, i stayed outside play soccer wif myself -.- then we went down and sit at the void deck. talk talk abt syafiq and his "close", female friend whom he likes. so i talk talk talk talk talk and he listen listen listen listen listen. he learnt alot from me, and i didn't believe i could still talk abt relationships so well! LOL!

then his aunt left the house to go shopping bla bla, i went inside (FINALLY!). ATE CHICKEN! was very nice, coz it's sweet and spicy. woooo. lol. then we finish eat we went down to skate + soccer + psp + sing songs + hv fun.

then, that time was like 8+, my fren haven sms me since like 7+. yah u -.-

so syazmir borrowed my phone to talk to his gf. his NEW gf! X: he told me also abt his gf, like how long he jio her, bla bla. they've been together for near a month aredi! hope they last very very long. coz i think the girl is nice :D

then, syazmir saw the display, the front got someone's sms and name. coz i using TF2D ma, so they show the most recent sms. and it's that someone's. -.-

then he ask me lo who's this person. then i rmbed he was SL oso. LOL. so we talked quite alot abt this person.

if you people still cannot tell, the person is a girl la hor. if a guy, who gives a damn? LOL

so my phone went dead after 2hrs of talking to his gf -.- i swapped my sim to his phone. by that time. 10pm sharp.

that time, he didn't see that someone's sms. and also he had to hang up coz the gf got some thingy to do. i then thought to myself "hey, i wonder how ABC sounds like." LOL.

i then talked to syaz more abt this ABC person -.- then suddenly, he said "eh lets call her. u wan?" i was like, "omfg -.- u crazy arh? i nvr talk to her b4" actually i wanted to before, but was too scared? shy? LOL. dunno la -.- so he go call T_T then i was like, "omg omg wad are u gonna say. wad if she nvr pick up" he said "relax -.- everything's gonna be fine"

JENGJENGJENG! she picked up >.<"

he then started asking her weird weird qns. i was like so damn nervous + anxious + everything. LOL. then i told him to tell her that it's him and not me. coz i scared she might think it's me when it's not -.- but he kept insisting to leave it at that T_T so, i couldn't rmb what they talked abt. when they suddenly started having abrupt stops in between, i said "SYAZ, ASK HER IF SHE KNOWS WHO'S TALKING TO HER" T_T and in fact, she thought it was me -.- so they started to do some recollection abt their personal past, and she guessed him right! but she wasn't convinced -.- so i had to step in. i started talking, and she said "eh, both voices also same" -.- i was like, "it's two people wad!" lol. den me and syaz started talking together to the phone, to prove it -.- so she was convinced. but, i called her sotong! >.<

i don't think u liked it when i called u sotong hor? shld have said "papaya!" or sth! LOL.

so then, went on abruptly, beep, put down the phone. and i was like "syaz, screwed up laaaaa" -.-

i mean, first impressions count. ALOT.

so then, he continued talking to his gf, i play psp with their cousin. in like 10 mins of the game, i was like 0-3 behind. LOL. so after the astonishing defeat, watched syaz skate while talking, bla bla, then went home.

at night, pray. couldn't sleep coz she stopped abruptly when i called her sotong + blur. in the end, i slept when i made a deal to the ceiling (X:)(i talked to god la, happy?) that i want to sleep and please wake me up at 6am for morning prayers x:

i slept, woke up at 6am, pray again. watched TV, slept again. then woke up again. helped my sis wif her blog. den went out.

now, it's raining. :\

if you people noticed, my post today, out of style. totally. coz. im. kinda. not. well. im. sick. again. almost. vomitted. 2. mins. ago. so. yeah. haha. s.

ciaos!

:D

2009-04-09T22:10:00.000+08:00

i decided to change to this blogskin. coz. i. am. not. willing. to. edit. my. mmz. skin. as. of. now. coz. i. have. no. time. at. all.

:(

2009-04-06T14:13:00.004+08:00

i'm bored okay? :D

i woke up like 7.30am, was shocked that my brother woke me up instead of my mum. so, found out he got stomach problem, and he didn't go to school. i transferred from my bed to the living room sofa and continued to sleep. LOL!

then, my father woke me up, like 8am, say go get ready bla bla. and so, i went to take my towel, while he left the house. i wrap the towel around my head, and i parked myself in the living room sofa again! XD

in that 40 mins, i had a dream LOL. i dreamt of an outing with the MSL malay guys of my age. as far as i can rmb, i rmb seeing Nazrul, Farhan m2, Alfian, and some other people that I can't rmb. We were taking the MRT, going somewhere. Then suddenly, Farhan decided to tell me a joke. He said :
[malay] Satu ari, ade ini tortoise gi jalan2.
[eng translated] One day, there was this tortoise that went for a walk.

HONESTLY, I was happy to have this dream. I could remember being emotionally satisfied by the presence of people who I cared and cares for me in some way or another. hahaha!

SUDDENLY,
[malay] bang, dah 8:45, dah lambat nie.
[eng translated] bro, 8:45, gonna be late dude.

MY BROTHER WOKE ME UP T_T

never mind, he cook for me breakfast, that's why 1hour MIA. got the mushroom soup, garlic bread, half-boiled eggs and baked beans. while eating, I told him abt the dream. hahahas.

so I left the house, headed straight to library. then, I met Faiz. of all places -.-

i asked him abt his probation, and his bla bla. found out alot about him. hahas.

Oh, I think this would be a good time to talk abit more about this Faiz friend of mine. Well, he isn't really a friend. More of, someone I hold a grudge against.

He was my classmate in Primary 2, and once, I was trying to be funny enough, I climbed a toilet wall and sat on top. BEING THE TECHNO NOOB THAT I WAS AT THAT TIME, I was scammed by this Faiz guy. He said that a toilet camera (oh I also didn't have COMMON SENSE, toilet where got camera -.-) had caught me climbing, and that if the discipline department caught me, I would be expelled. Smart-lil me, knowing that he was a mini-gangster at that time, listened to him with alot of fear. That fear was instilled to me so much, that I felt kinda hopeless. Till he said, "But I can take away the tapes, so that they won't be able to catch you."

And I agreed to his terms. He made me promise that I would pay him $1 every single day for as long as he wants. And if I defected from it, he would show the tapes to the teachers. With the fear within me, I paid him every single day of my Primary 2 life. For approx 7 months, I lived on $0.50 a day. Sometimes running away from being caught by him and his group of gangsters. Or just hiding at the back of the school till I confirm that he has gone home, before eating the food in the canteen. After many months, I felt conned, and decided not to pay him from that day on. He confronted me, I got a punch in the face and stomach, and I lived on $1.50 from that day on. :D

Oh it also made me a techno geek, so that I won't be scammed by others.

Faiz is now currently taking his private olvls. He was just released from prison a couple of months back i guess. I pray that he wakes up soon, and that he may find a proper future. :D

so now, i'm like damn bored. and like I cannot settle this YK - 4m4crew outing. that's coz some people say it's too expensive, no time, bla bla. excuses after excuses. :D

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I WANNA BE THE GUY!!!! a must-try at least once. it made me wanna tear my hair out at one point of time. seriously. nope, not a joke. it's THAAT difficult. xD

i seriously wanna change my blogskin. lemme show you people a picture. rofl.

read the first and second line of the post i expanded please. the rest can ignore. LOL.

see, this is my third time using this template. and i've been thinking for months of changing it to my megaman series. so to anyone (i'm thinking of somebody who just edited their own blogskin), don't say i change coz u change! i change coz i've been wanting to change! X:

i think i change it to the mmx/mmz series ba, every week change one template. :D

kk i go back to IWBTG. alot more stuffs to accomplish!

ciaos!

ps. might post again later tonight. xD

2009-04-05T19:02:00.007+08:00

removed at the discreetion of many parties. :D

ciaos.

post script : to that someone I've been chatting with for the past few days, thanks alot. being online with you really made me forget alot of these kinda problems of mine. hope you'll stick with me for a very long time! x:

thanks alot yea!

boring la kaninabuchaocheebai

2009-03-31T22:50:00.005+08:00

gudang garam = :D

LOL, WHAT KIND OF ENTRANCE IS THAT?!

Anyways, I've been bored to death since the start of the week. April is starting and my debts are settling down. My problems are thinning, but my projects are still overwhelming. Oh well! What can I say.

The only issue that I have now is my TIME. I have tooooooooo(im not joking)oooooooooo much time on me. I have a pointless life for now, and it's killing me. Grrr. Too much time on ur hands + too little money = psychotic retard sitting on a bench looking at trees grow. Get my point?

I NEED TO HAVE EITHER :
1) a job.
2) a companion.
3) money from the sky.

1 is impossible, since I'm lazy, unless of course if the pay is high.
2 is possible, but it would be a win-lose situation for the person. That's coz up till now, I still cannot find someone who can spend 20hours a week with me, doing nth, other than Kelvin, who is himself busy and having problems with his girlfriend.
3 is possible, but have to wait long long long.

So, I'm stuck at this shit. I have to do something, seriously. Maybe I'll sign up for some CWO, without the C. LOL. Service to the community is indeed service to myself. I should do everyone a favour by cleaning up the Woodlands area. Don't you think so? Well, I think that I should do myself a favour and stop brainwashing myself. zzz.

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

cheer up tube! lols -.-

ciaos!

post scriptus : oh oh, if I allocate my tooooooooo(im not joking)oooooooooo much time to my projects, that would just defeat the purpose of living. I was born to be happy, not to be busy. :D

LOL BOT!!! JOKE LA!!

2009-03-29T07:44:00.003+08:00

Look at this!!!! HAHAHHAHAHA

[7:41:41 AM] `тнр|-сўиıx™-[tטВэ] | A Little Too, NOT, Over You. says:
hey
[7:41:48 AM] cyNix says:
Oh Max! What a surprise! We haven't spoken for 8 days! I missed you!
[7:41:55 AM] `тнр|-сўиıx™-[tטВэ] | A Little Too, NOT, Over You. says:
i missed you too!
[7:41:57 AM] cyNix says:
It feels so good to know that. I missed you too, Max.
[7:42:02 AM] `тнр|-сўиıx™-[tטВэ] | A Little Too, NOT, Over You. says:
yeah i missed you too!
[7:42:05 AM] cyNix says:
It feels so good to know that. I missed you too, Max.
[7:42:12 AM] `тнр|-сўиıx™-[tטВэ] | A Little Too, NOT, Over You. says:
i missed you too!
[7:42:15 AM] cyNix says:
It feels so good to know that. I missed you too, Max.
[7:42:20 AM] `тнр|-сўиıx™-[tטВэ] | A Little Too, NOT, Over You. says:
yeah i missed you too!
[7:42:23 AM] cyNix says:
It feels so good to know that. I missed you too, Max.
[7:42:27 AM] `тнр|-сўиıx™-[tטВэ] | A Little Too, NOT, Over You. says:
i missed you too!
[7:42:30 AM] cyNix says:
It feels so good to know that. I missed you too, Max.
[7:42:36 AM] `тнр|-сўиıx™-[tטВэ] | A Little Too, NOT, Over You. says:
yeah i missed you too!
[7:42:40 AM] cyNix says:
It feels so good to know that. I missed you too, Max.
[7:42:44 AM] `тнр|-сўиıx™-[tטВэ] | A Little Too, NOT, Over You. says:
i missed you too!
[7:42:46 AM] cyNix says:
It feels so good to know that. I missed you too, Max.
[7:42:48 AM] `тнр|-сўиıx™-[tטВэ] | A Little Too, NOT, Over You. says:
yeah i missed you too!
[7:42:50 AM] cyNix says:
It feels so good to know that. I missed you too, Max.
[7:42:52 AM] `тнр|-сўиıx™-[tטВэ] | A Little Too, NOT, Over You. says:
i missed you too!
[7:42:54 AM] cyNix says:
It feels so good to know that. I missed you too, Max.
[7:42:56 AM] `тнр|-сўиıx™-[tטВэ] | A Little Too, NOT, Over You. says:
k now fuck off.
[7:42:58 AM] cyNix says:
Bye Max.

LOLOLOL!!!! It's SUPERduper funny to me arh. x:

It's 7:46am and I still haven't got my sleep. I don't know if I should sleep and just skip the cousin tuition thingy, or just stay up for them. But they won't study! :\

I was going through some old posts from my previous blogs. And someone zoomed past my head. Gaah, love is something which hurts ba. Sssooo, I shouldn't play with it. Maybe I should get a doll to live with - Living with Dolls. It's super scary, but looks much more promising! X=

NONO, tube! you shall not go crazy because you've failed a few times. You shall conquer and divide, and triumph over all that is undesirable. You shall attain what you wish, and what you have worked for! X=

crap crap, I having a headache now. OKAY OKAY, I should go and lie down and think if i wanna sleep. Good Morning ALL!! XD

ciaos.

WAAAY TOO BUSY! T_T

2009-03-29T03:14:00.005+08:00

I know you people can't see the title of the post, so I'm gonna write it down here for all to see :D

"WAAAY TOO BUSY! T_T"

wanna know why? wanna know WHY?!

cooooz...

It's been a very tough month of March for me. In fact, it's been a very tough Q1 of 2009 for me. Very, tough.

Proof :

I didn't even finish that post up T_T (enlarge photo by clicking!)

OKAY, lets review how much I've changed since 7/3/09, when I posted my problems and issues up.

- i'm too engrosed with my phone, till it's been 2 weeks and i still haven't try to get info on my NS deferment thingy
- I'm not engrossed with my o2 XDA Flame so much anymore, since my mum has been using it to play Solitaire for most of the time already. BUT, I have a new problem now : I've been enrolling myself into so many projects, I'm starting to need more fingers to count them. This includes my TouchFlo 2D VGA project (yeap, for some of you HTC users, THAT TouchFlo), my USB On-The-Go + 5Volts project (wiring project), my TOTO (yes, SINGAPORE TOTO, not some dog with TOTO as its name) probability program project, my Epoxy Adhesive Crack Repair project (it's just some glueing thingy that takes 18 hours T_T), my Himalaya Rescue project (fix a phone), my Services Depot Website project (some making website for cash thingy) and lastly, my AFTF (Android For The Flame) project. Yessir, THAT much projects on my feet now. I hate myself somehow. T_T

- i'm too engrossed with my phone, till i've viewed over 800 different sites finding cracks, warez, softwares, tweaks and bla bla in nearly a week. and it's 800 SITES, not PAGES, which would mean a totally different thing, not considering a totally different number.
- My thinking is now too hay-wire. I have over 40 concurrent tabs in Mozilla Firefox everyday. Not so bad, since my projects require either Trial & Error, or alot of thinking. Don't really surf for information as heavily as during the phone mod time period. :D

- my anti-health activities has caused me to be dumber, more retarded, and MORE MORE FORGETFUL. EXAMPLE :: in the past 3 or so weeks, i couldn't even remember where i put my phone, which i held/was holding in less than a minute. oh yes there it is! on top of my lappy! T_T and this happens every single day, including just now.
- Nothing much about this has changed. I lost my memory card and stylus twice with a short interval between the two, and this time, they're still missing.

- i'm losing most of my friends, those from the past and those i just made in my new school. but nonetheless those true ones are still close by, forgiving me every single day for every single mistake i've done.
- I don't have much time for friends now. Although I feel kinda empty inside, either Irene fills it up, or YouTube xD

- i'm losing my cash, i'm investing in so MANY NOT-IMPORTANT-STUFFS-AT-ALL, like renting dino's lappy for $20/week, eating at macdonalds every morning, taking the bus for just that few metres, and taking the mrt to go to CCK for fun, with no intention of going anywhere whatsoever.
- I owe more than what I earn in a day. I just won a soccer bet (legal, Singapore Pools okay!), so I'll be covering my debts using what I can. I'll continue to save, and find a job. Hopefully, I can have my three meals per day by 8th April. Pray for me!

- i'm troubled over religion, but that's aside for now, let's try to fix all the above.
- I'm too busy to think about this now. Maybe later. X=

- i should be working on my Google Adsense for more cash, but i'm just too busy with my phone shits.
- I GOT BANNED! GAAH! CAN'T BELIEVE THIS SHIT!! Maybe I should stop trying to do the wrong things and start doing the right things.

- I CAN'T SEEM TO STOP PUTTING MORE LAME PROGRAMS IN MY PHONE!!!
- The only thing I have in there is Total Commander, and TouchFlo 2D VGA. 2 programs compared to 80 in my old WM5. LOL!

- MY GODDAMN EXAM IS ON THE 11TH MARCH, NOW IS THE 7TH, AND I HAVEN'T TOUCHED MY BOOKS YET, COZ OF MY GODDAMN PHONE T_T
- Oh yeah, this. Scored 74 for T2 Management Accounting, and 94 for T1 Financial Accounting! xD

I need help, maybe, it's just that I need companionship. A proper one. Not one who comes and goes. And probably, someone who would not be sick of my attitude, and my face. :D

Now is, 3:44AM. I'm fatigued by my night classes on Wednesday and Friday. Although I don't have classes on other days, I'm exhausted by these two nights. Especially Friday. This is my schedule :

Wednesday 2-5pm, 6.45-9.45pm.
Friday 10-1pm, 6.45-9.45pm.

It's damn irritating, coz I have HOURS to spend on Friday. If I go home, I'd probably be wasting fare. If I slack near town, it'd make me spend money on unneccessary stuffs. Grrrr. Dunchnoe what to do! :\

Yesterday (technically), I slept from 2AM, till 4PM. That's an incredible 14 hours non-stop. I didn't wake up once. :D

See how tired I was? And see how tired I would be? T_T

Later on at 2pm got tuition with my cousins. I hate this, cause they're all secondary school students who don't wanna study. They'd rather spend time on other stuffs than studying. And the issue here is not about them, it's about me. My uncle expects me to teach them when they don't wanna study. So, how's that? Grrrrrrr!!

Wow, my blog posting format has changed alot heh? Remember when I used to put in many many lines of whitespaces? Like this

one here. Yeah, I would do that right?!

HAHA. Feels fun! X=

Okay, I better start doing some work soon, before my projects go on a hold for another day. I'll stop here for now. I'll come by more often to post more! (inspired by Jingyi who has busy schedules and still manage to blog! :P)

ciaos!

2009-03-07T16:09:00.003+08:00

eh omg...

i was like reading other people blog, when i realized...

OMFG I FORGOT ABT HIM!!

SRY MY BLOGGIE. i'm just busy with alot of random stuffs.

SURELY, this is happening to me :

- i'm too engrosed with my phone, till it's been 2 weeks and i still haven't try to get info on my NS deferment thingy
- i'm too engrossed with my phone, till i've viewed over 800 different sites finding cracks, warez, softwares, tweaks and bla bla in nearly a week. and it's 800 SITES, not PAGES, which would mean a totally different thing, not considering a totally different number.
- my anti-health activities has caused me to be dumber, more retarded, and MORE MORE FORGETFUL. EXAMPLE :: in the past 3 or so weeks, i couldn't even remember where i put my phone, which i held/was holding in less than a minute. oh yes there it is! on top of my lappy! T_T and this happens every single day, including just now.
- i'm losing most of my friends, those from the past and those i just made in my new school. but nonetheless those true ones are still close by, forgiving me every single day for every single mistake i've done.
- i'm losing my cash, i'm investing in so MANY NOT-IMPORTANT-STUFFS-AT-ALL, like renting dino's lappy for $20/week, eating at macdonalds every morning, taking the bus for just that few metres, and taking the mrt to go to CCK for fun, with no intention of going anywhere whatsoever.
- i'm troubled over religion, but that's aside for now, let's try to fix all the above.
- i should be working on my Google Adsense for more cash, but i'm just too busy with my phone shits.
- I CAN'T SEEM TO STOP PUTTING MORE LAME PROGRAMS IN MY PHONE!!!

if anyone who reads this thinks that i need help, well, I DO!!

and best of all, i know i do but i'm not getting help.

oh, oh! one more thing to add to the list.

- MY GODDAMN EXAM IS ON THE 11TH MARCH, NOW IS THE 7TH, AND I HAVEN'T TOUCHED MY BOOKS YET, COZ OF MY GODDAMN PHONE T_T

HELP ME SOMEBODY!

TAKE THIS!!

2009-02-21T19:37:00.002+08:00

Runtime Error - An error that occurs during the execution of a program.
ActiveX Error - An error caused by certain browser settings and misconfigured system files.
DLL Error - Missing or corrupt .dll files often occur when removing or installing a program.
.exe Error - Often occur during system or program start up due to unneeded files in the Windows registry.
General Protection Fault - Occurs when a program that is running violates the hardware rules in some way.
Blue Screen of Death - Occurs when Windows cannot recover from a system error. Usually requires a reboot.
Windows Explorer Error - A dirty registry may cause Windows Explorer to get stuck in a loop.
iExplore or iExplorer Error - An error related to your Internet Explorer browser often causing it to shut down.
Access Violation - An error that occurs when an application tries to access storage not designated for it.
System32 Error - An error often caused by missing or corrupt system files.
Windows Installer Error - Caused by 3rd party "shell extensions" resulting in a white screen and/or crash.

Hope this clears up any misunderstanding(s) between critical errors, unintentional errors, and any other kind(s) of error(s).

2009-02-20T23:12:00.002+08:00

i, am, super, bored.

hanif sorry la dey -.-

i'm currently tied down to "work".

may i get free $100 by the end of april.

i promise i update this baby more often from now on!

ciaos!

2009-02-06T23:58:00.002+08:00

im damn tired, my back aching, and i gotta go meet dino to pass him his lappy later.

so i'll just post this :

A mother and father took their 6 year old son to a nude beach. As the boy walked along the beach, he noticed that some of the
ladies had boobs bigger than his mother's, and asked her why.

She told her son, "The bigger they are the dumber the person is."

The boy, pleased with the answer, goes to play in the ocean but returns to tell his mother that many of the men have larger willies
than his dad.

His mother replied, "The bigger they are the dumber the person is."

Again satisfied with this answer, the boy returns to the ocean to play.

Shortly after, the boy returned again.

He promptly tells his mother, "Daddy is talking to the dumbest girl on the beach and the
longer he talks, the dumber he gets."

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

ciaos!

2009-02-03T10:06:00.003+08:00

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77 Posts, last published on 10-Jan-2009

looool

nearly one month again. never update. today i update coz. got special event LOL

morning woke up, my mum tot i nvr slp fix malik lappy. nabei cmon la i not superhuman i nid to slp oso -.-

she scared i watch R21

ZZZ

dinosaur came by just now morning, coz he nided me help him set up his website. his assignment bla bla.

and he passedd me my sticks. STUPID CB boots n shoes and 7eleven ASK MY FKING IC -.-

ok wadever.

den he blanja me macdonalds. the 2dollar meal. din noe got such thing lol!

den came home. told shinnj abt my CUMMING SPREE!

lool

ShinnJ WJayTee says:
fuckedup sia
ShinnJ WJayTee says:
=,=
--- сўиıx™ | says:
nono
--- сўиıx™ | says:
it's my job man
--- сўиıx™ | says:
DUTY
ShinnJ WJayTee says:
lol
ShinnJ WJayTee says:
Duty the God gave upon you
--- сўиıx™ | says:
YEAH
ShinnJ WJayTee says:
"Son, you shall Masturbate and cum 3 times within 5hours in 1 day to suceed in entering the Royal Porn Court after death." the Porn God says, " Shall you fail this duty, your dick will be cut off and send to the firey 7level of Hell after death!"
ShinnJ WJayTee says:
Tube says' " ok!"

LOL

GAY

OVERKILL

and then.

Hanif; Sick season- Goodbye Year 1. Out of singapore mainland starting tdae says:
ShinnJ WJayTee says:
*dude
*enjoy yourslef in ubin
*go find some ubin girls
*^^1
Hanif; Sick season- Goodbye Year 1. Out of singapore mainland starting tdae says:
-.-
Default_Zzz...Hare Hare Yukai...HAI !~! DOSHITE !~! Why did Nagisa had to go !~! says:
llol
«ĦāĐī-zz» || says:
HAHA
Hanif; Sick season- Goodbye Year 1. Out of singapore mainland starting tdae says:
i think he mistaken ubin for batam

LOL

the guys going ubin. take care hv fun guys!

LOL

okay long time nvr blog v weird feeling aredi. kk WATEVER. gtg follow them go buy stuffs.

ciaos!

2009-01-10T20:11:00.002+08:00

76 Posts, last published on 28-Nov-2008

after this, it's gonna be

77 Posts, last published on 10-Jan-2009

and that is how many days since i blogged?

42 days (:

2009 10 days liaos, so, yeah, no wishing happy new year i guess.

happy birthday to those who had theirs in the past 10 days.

find me in wdl library some time, i'll be there around 2-6pm every mon-fri, studying accounts.

(:

ciaos!

going to KL!

2008-11-28T07:34:00.001+08:00

im going to KL from this coming saturday(tomorrrowww) til next saturday.

we're see who asks where i wented after i comes back.. -.-

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2008-11-24T13:46:00.002+08:00

two days ago -

went zee's house and fixed his lappy, den dota one game and then had the RIDE OF MY LIFE.

i rode a bicycle with MR MUHAMMAD HANIF BIN ZAINI and it was the bestest ride on earth. NO RIDE IN THE AMUSEMENT PARK OR ANY PLACE IN THE WORLD WOULD GIVE YOU THE SAME THRILL AS MR ANIP. IT'S JUST DAAAAMN CRAAZY, ESPECIALLY IF THE RIDE HAS GOT NO BRAKES.

yesterday -

WENT AFA AT SUNTEC, hanif was "feverish", i was clammed down by a headache, and we were spamming PHOTOS!

- wasted : i din't take any photo(s) with any cosplayers, especially that CUUUTE Lenalee (D-Gray Man) T_T"

- fun : i kneeled down to a huge Gundam ^^

- retarded : hanif was CRAAAAZEH THRUOUT.

- satisfied : i got hold of two maplestory calendars LOL

- memories : the lenalee ^^

today -

going YJC get the withdraw from sch form, going off now!

ciaos!

*shall upload photos later*

(:

2008-11-16T11:39:00.004+08:00

Q1 : The person who tagged you was?
Ans --> IRENE WANG JINYI! x3

Q2 : Your relationship with her ?
Ans --> she's my monkeh buddy xD

Q3 : Your 5 impression of her ?
Ans --> sweet-looking, daaamn loving, SOTONG, super-duper caring, overly-innocent (:

Q4 : The most memorable thing she has done for you ?
Ans --> cheered me up when i told the world i retained.

Q5 : If she becomes your lover , you would .....
Ans --> OMG, i tried already x: impossible!

Q6 : If she becomes your lover , she needs to improve on ?
Ans --> she's kinda perfect, you see. so there won't be a need to improve anything xD

Q7 : If she becomes your enemy , you would .....
Ans --> won't one la, but if, i'll take her out for a movie!

Q8 : If she becomes your enemy , she needs to improve on ?
Ans --> being abit more fierce and evil x:

Q9 : If she becomes your enemy , the reason would be ?
Ans --> coz she's turned into an alien!

Q10 : The most desired thing you want for her to be ?
Ans --> be smiling always, and i mean ALWAYS :D

Q11 : Your overall impression of her ?
Ans --> cute-lil-girl in a big-vicious-world.

Q12 : How do you think others would think of you ?
Ans --> they all have a problem with my attitude -.-

Q13 : The character(s) you love about yourself ?
Ans --> dowan so thick-skin lah, LOOL

Q14 : The character(s) you hate about yourself ?
Ans --> a huge section of me, such as being a pain-in-the-ass to other people.

Q15 : The most ideal person you wanna be ?
Ans --> Christopher Columbus, the dumbass who called those on a North-American island, Indians.

Q16 : For people that care & love you , what would you wanna say to them ?
Ans --> kip connected and be there for me when i need it yeah? (x

Q17 : Pass this quiz on to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you ...
`1`--> melissa
`2`--> syahril
`3`--> nazrul
`4`--> nanJun
`5`--> jiajun
`6`--> huilien
`7`--> EQAL x3
`8`--> minwei
`9`--> huiying
`10`--> ZAC

Q18 : Who is 6 having a relationship with ?
Ans --> her family? LOL

Q19 : Is number 9 a female or a male ?
Ans --> a SHE

Q20 : If number 7 & 10 are together , would it be good ?
Ans --> rofl that would be impossible -.-

Q21 : What is number 2 studying about ?
Ans --> he's retaking his combi, i dunch know x:

Q22 : When was the last time you chatted with number 3 ?
Ans --> i saw him a few days back ^^

Q23 : What kind of music genre does number 8 like ?
Ans --> she's crazzeh abt spongebob! so i guess lame underwater songs?

Q24 : Does number 1 have siblings ?
Ans --> uh huh, why? interested?

Q25 : Would you woo number 3 ?
Ans --> WE'RE IN LOVE ALREADY!!

Q26 : How about number 7 ?
Ans --> we're married. x3

Q27 : Is number 4 single ?
Ans --> nope, she loves her BF.

Q28 : Whats the surname of number 5 ?
Ans --> teng, why got problem ar?

Q29 : What is the hobby of number 10 ?
Ans --> i think he got alot of hobbies!

Q30 : Does number 5 & 9 get along ?
Ans --> i don't think they know each other.

Q31 : Where is number 2 studying at ?
Ans --> yishun junior college.

Q32 : Talking something casually about 1 ....
Ans --> she's a superwoman!

Q33 : Have you tried developing feelings for number 8 ?
Ans --> long story, many years ago.

Q34 : Where does number 9 live ?
Ans --> i forgot the blk number ><

Q35 : What is the favourite colour of number 4?
Ans --> last time she say she like green, now i duno le.

Q36 : Are number 1 & 5 best friends ?
Ans --> roflol they duno each other.

Q37 : Does number 1 have any pet ?
Ans --> don't think so, never saw any at her house.

Q38 : Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world ?
Ans --> YES YES YES YES YES!!!!! x3

Q39 : What is number 10 doing now ?
Ans --> i think he in school ba. just msned him xD

<3 IZZAT

2008-11-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

zee : eh nue
me : sup
zee : this we planning to go sim lim
zee : wanna go
me : this sat or sun?
me : this we planning
zee : yup
me : =.=
me : SAT OR SUN
me : YUP
me : IZZAT
me : JOKER MAN
me : in my blog aredi
zee : really
zee : link onegai
zee : lol
zee : nvm
me : oi
me : wth u talking
me : u going simlim
me : sat or sun?
me : choose
me : not yup

shows that izzat is gay <3
ciaos

2008-10-31T11:49:00.002+08:00

okay im friggin bored

my mt alvl is done

and now im left with my op b4 i know that i'll be retained

ROFL

bored bored bored

if my parents allow it, i'll be going to RP next year

or SP

or wherever

bleah, bored and sick and tired and bleah of life...

su-chan is sitting beside me and she's friggin irritating

she's damn noisy

she's damn kpkb

she's damn RAWR

grrr

ok play these games that i play

www.puzzlepirates.com
www.monsterandme.com
www.indigo-mnm.com

yeah join me rofl (:

ciaos

raya and PW

2008-10-19T19:26:00.002+08:00

raya ytd was fun (:

and today is just another sunday, with me feeling wrecked abt my problems and school tmr

shit.

ciaos.

oh, oh, i finished hyphillianders (:

2008-10-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

i friggin slept during malay test today

had compo, 1hr 30mins, and i SLEPT FOR 40 MINS..

and the GREAT SALLY DIDN'T WAKE ME UP

"if next time in exam u slp i cannot wake u up ^^"

I WON'T LUHS

zz

ciaos T_T

2008-10-15T17:16:00.001+08:00

first time bowling!

great time i had (:

i'm still pissed off and fcuked up, very problematic this time..

AND FOR ONCE, it's not about a girl or anything to do with females or sexual issues or stuffs like that..

hope i can live on with this, i need inspiration!

ciaos!

2008-10-15T00:53:00.003+08:00

technically last night,

had my last paper, physics..WOOT!!! PROMOS OVER!!

then had dinner with CTG 111 at seoul garden

burnt my money but was worth MY time and MY cents (:

<3

had a very enjoyable time, and yeah, tt's it i guess..

SCHOOL PE DEPT HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO AND ORGANISES SHIT FOR US!! YAY!

okok im tired, off to slp

hope i can finish my GR50 soon (:

-thanks to tonight, the way i see you is gonna change forever. x_x

2008-10-13T00:15:00.005+08:00

when we all need a laugh before computing PROMO EXAM tmr :

revamption _ method chrynokinesis : freeze time unto matter (: | take a pencil, draw a face on the wall, and introduce urself says:
yo shifu
◄28•Batch► ₪₪™ Every hero needs a good laugh says:
hey shifu
revamption _ method chrynokinesis : freeze time unto matter (: | take a pencil, draw a face on the wall, and introduce urself says:
hey, u tmr coming to school wad time le?
◄28•Batch► ₪₪™ Every hero needs a good laugh says:
er
◄28•Batch► ₪₪™ Every hero needs a good laugh says:
ard...
◄28•Batch► ₪₪™ Every hero needs a good laugh says:
12 i'll be ther
revamption _ method chrynokinesis : freeze time unto matter (: | take a pencil, draw a face on the wall, and introduce urself says:
icic
◄28•Batch► ₪₪™ Every hero needs a good laugh says:
why leh
revamption _ method chrynokinesis : freeze time unto matter (: | take a pencil, draw a face on the wall, and introduce urself says:
coz i tot come earlier we all settle our doubts together
◄28•Batch► ₪₪™ Every hero needs a good laugh says:
ic
◄28•Batch► ₪₪™ Every hero needs a good laugh says:
computing ppl onli left me u gr awake
◄28•Batch► ₪₪™ Every hero needs a good laugh says:
lol
revamption _ method chrynokinesis : freeze time unto matter (: | take a pencil, draw a face on the wall, and introduce urself says:
and xj
revamption _ method chrynokinesis : freeze time unto matter (: | take a pencil, draw a face on the wall, and introduce urself says:
but xj say he coming 1230
◄28•Batch► ₪₪™ Every hero needs a good laugh says:
he not people
revamption _ method chrynokinesis : freeze time unto matter (: | take a pencil, draw a face on the wall, and introduce urself says:
LOL
revamption _ method chrynokinesis : freeze time unto matter (: | take a pencil, draw a face on the wall, and introduce urself says:
OMFG
◄28•Batch► ₪₪™ Every hero needs a good laugh says:
lol
revamption _ method chrynokinesis : freeze time unto matter (: | take a pencil, draw a face on the wall, and introduce urself says:
SHIFU POINTED OUT A FACT
◄28•Batch► ₪₪™ Every hero needs a good laugh says:
LOL

coz XJ is alien ma, den he maths pro + freak tt's why alientard...so here, SHIFU MOMMA MUHAMMAD TUCKY is keeping his cool while telling me that XJ is not a human...i just love this retard's style laaaa...zzz

i wish i can be tucky one day, indeed, he is my idol and i aspire to be EXACTLY like him one day...

PRAY FOR MY COMP TMR! i haven study a SINGLE thing, and this time, I am NOT joking.

ciaos! (:

2008-10-09T00:53:00.003+08:00

walter is sick!

met them at cwp at 3.30pm...went to parkway and bla bla it was raining bla bla...

BBQ at ECP, din expect tok gaga and tok malik to be there oso...rofl

the boring maintenance stuff, start the fire, bla bla

omg bla bla bla, im just tired la lol...DAMN DAMN TIRED..

but im also bored to death

and i dowan to slp yet, altho i have this FRIGGIN HEADACHE

CAUSE

OF

THAT

ZZZZ

WALTER

YU

THE

ANTICHRIST

lol

=.=

he ar, walao, STUPID SHIT...

being the freethinker he is, and being the curious chap i am, me and jerome started talking abt religion...and then, here comes the FRIGGIN WALTER YU

"There's no such thing as God la, it's just your imagination"

and we were like, "wth la walter, DON'T COCK CAN"

then he started blabbering about NONSENSE, total NONSENSE

he started talking about faith, and stuffs like "I take a can and then I'll say that there is coke inside, cause i have faith that it is coke inside, but NOOOO, it's coz of the LABEL!"

he started talking abt the scriptures, "that letter i gave you, u edited how many times? the books oso la, change how many times"

he started talking abt girls being his "God", and how the BIG BANG was in fact a BANG by pamela anderson, conceptually, or sth like tt...

he started talking abt buddhism, abt guys sitting on lotus, and how a girl sitting on him wud be HIS GOD(dess)...

HE STARTED TALKING ABOUT STUFFS WHICH ARE LIKE, OMFG

i got a headache in the bus, and we were making a racket in the bus laaa...rofl

i put my head in my bag, and then he said

"okok, if there's a God, i shall die now"

then we all went speechless

"see, no God"

LOLOL

I WAS LIKE "OMG PLEASE SPARE ME, WHY HAVE YOU BROUGHT DOWN THIS CALAMITY TO EARTH"

it was freaking LAME and DUMB and FUNNY la, maybe coz he was high...LOL

okok, im DAMN tired, and this is the best i can write tonight..

and umm, happy 1day belated to irene wang jinyi (:

CIAOS!

2008-10-08T13:47:00.001+08:00

although, i, messed, up, my, econs,

I'M PROUD OF MYSELF TODAY, FOR MY MATHS PAPER!!

the first time in this year that I did my maths paper, and i did not waste time looking around, I DID MY PAPER DILIGENTLY!!

WOOT!!

seriously, i'm very proud of myself!!

although i didn't complete alot of the questions, i attempted almost all!!!

i still rmb the time during my block test, i wrote down the equations given, and i just moved on to the next qns...

this time, i really really attempted le...i did my best....hahas

even XJ say it's okay since i did my best!! yeah!!

i got parteh with the m2s, at ECP, till midnight, so wun be online tonight!

ciaos!

2008-10-08T00:24:00.001+08:00

i fcuken screwed my econs, lets see how hard i'll screw my maths (:

----------------------------------------------------------intermission----------------------------------------------------------

2008-10-05T13:40:00.005+08:00

-------------intermission-------------

promos here, no time already

i've decided, i'm gonna join The UD UnderDogs...i really am wondering why i'm writing this here..lolss

don't play with me, i'm not the guy you all used to know

especially you

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hari raya

2008-10-01T00:37:00.002+08:00

selamat hari raya people!

i'm having a TERRIBLE headache, in which if i didn't have, i would have made this post longer.

ciaos! enjoy urselves and for those who are having/going to have their exams very soon, GOOD LUCK!

god bless u all

(:

Allahuakbar!!

2008-09-27T21:00:00.001+08:00

To the capabilities of the human mind, an example of a description of how Qadaa and Qadar words :

Allah's Will: Universal and Legal:

We believe that His will is of two kinds:

· Universal will: through which His intention is carried out. It is not necessary that what is carried out is liked by Him. This type of will means "permission", as Allah said, "Had Allah willed, they would not have fought one against the other, but Allah does whatever He desires," (2:253) and "If Allah desires to lead you astray, He is your Lord." (11:34).

· Legal will: which does not necessarily entail that the execution of His desire. The will, in this case, cannot be but what He likes, as He said, "Allah wants to forgive you." (4:27)

The example of these two wills is a man who has a son. This man tells his son "do not play with electricity, it will hurt you." This man does not then tie his son to the bed-post in order to prevent him from electrocuting himself. If the son then disregards his father's warning then that is his choice. It can not then be said that the son only electrocuted himself because the father "wished" that he do so and had the father "wished" to prevent him from doing this then he could have tied him to the bed post his whole life.

From the above example, we see that it is possible for God to "will" that we do good but to not force us to do so even though that is within His power. Whatever we then choose to do, either good or evil, is then also only accomplished through God's "will" since He "allowed" us to do so and did not force us to do that which He commanded us to. In all cases, all things happen through the will of God, however, not all things that He wills are pleasing to Him.

We believe that His universal and legal wills are part of His wisdom. Every thing He performs in the universe or requires legally from His creatures is for a good reason and according to His wisdom, whether we grasp it or it escapes our reasons: "Is not Allah the best of Judges?" (95-9), "And who is better than Allah in judgment for a people who have firm faith." (5:50)

We believe that Allah loves His select servants and they love Him: "Say if you love Allah, follow me and Allah will love you," (3:31) "Allah will bring a people whom He will love and who will love Him," (5:45) "Allah loves the steadfast," (3:146) "And act justly, surely, Allah loves the just," (49:9) and "Do good; Allah loves those who do good." (5:93)

We believe that Allah likes what He prescribed of good deeds and sayings and He dislikes what He prohibited of bad deeds and sayings: "If you disbelieve, surely Allah does not need you, yet He does not like disbelief for His servants; if you are thankful, this pleases Him,"(39:7), "But Allah disliked their marching forth. So He kept them back, and it was said to them: 'Stay with the weaklings'." (9:46).

We believe that Allah is pleased with those who believe in Him and do good deeds: "Allah is well pleased with them and they are well pleased with Him. That is for him who fears his Lord." (98:8)

We believe that Allah is angry with those who deserve His anger among the non-believers and others: "And those who think evil thoughts of Allah, against them shall be the evil turn of fortune. Allah is angry with them." (48:6) "But whoever opens his heart to disbelief, on them is Allah's wrath and they shall have a severe punishment ." (16: 106) .

credits be to : http://en.allexperts.com/q/Islam-947/free.htm?zIr=5

My own thinking :

It's fairly simple, about pre-destiny and fate and destiny and blabla...

We don't have knowledge of our future, THUS we have CHOICES. God has the knowledge of the future, THUS if He does not will it so, it shall NEVER happen. The idea of this is that certain points of our lives are SET, like the time of your DEATH, and if you'll be SUCCESSFUL in life or not. The way to change those that we can change, if by ASKING GOD for it to change, and with God's will, it shall change. His will here is some sort of a grant/restriction, depending on the situation. If you want to eat banana, but He does not will it, and thus you shall never find a banana. If you want to get a milkshake, and He wills it, and thus you shall get your milkshake.

Also, Qadaa and Qadar works with your own effort. No matter how hard you pray to change your destiny, and even if God wills it, without putting in effort, nothing will happen. God knows best.

BASICALLY that was there to clear things up, and if things are still unclear, check me up, I'll be MORE THAN HAPPY to clarify. (:

Love of God? LOTS in the QUR'AN!!!

Just take A WHILE to think about this :
ASSUMING that the Quran, is correct in all aspects. and that the idea conveyed in the Qur'an about Jesus NOT BEING THE SON of God, then isn't it by God's love that he sent a messenger for the world? He sent a messenger, along with a book, namely the Qur'an, to save the entire world! Know why we say that the Evangel is not meant for the whole world? it's because it was meant only for the House of Israel! and since the "Bible" is being leaked all around the world, God had to clear the mess by sending the Qur'an for the world. All blessings and praises be to Allah alone.

--------------------OKAY--------------------

done with the shits, it's getting boring...

I MET UP WITH TOK GAGA ytd at the mosque...nono, actually is just now, 12am++? yah

so we went to the food court and were slacking around...having fun, talking CRAP..lol

den went home after morning prayers, then slept till 3pm...LOL

den here i am doing nth now

im bored...and i wan to slp

ciaos!

and umm, hope between the three of us, nothing happens yeah? for the sake of knowledge, i do this...not to criticise or penalise anything/anyone/whatsoever (:

teach me, and we shall find out together!

2008-09-26T09:20:00.000+08:00

i've decided to just edit the dgrayman BG, make the space WHITE, and make me box + words BIGGER

wait for my layout to appear then!

(:

2008-09-24T17:09:00.004+08:00

this is the third time im using this template, and i'm honestly getting sick of it...

i'll make a new one when im in mid promos...zz

screech, screech, goes my voice.
when i say ur name for the last time.
binded with love, passion and feeling.
cry tonight, for the last time i shall.

it ends here. i know u want it. it's okay. really, it's okay. i'll find someone else to care for. we'll just stay and remain as friends yeah! (;

ciaos.

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2008-09-23T20:17:00.001+08:00

confused? very.

我真的爱你
credits to onghuiying-jie

ciaos.

Fairytales don't always have a happy ending.

2008-09-21T15:30:00.006+08:00

Bleed water, and I'd be the ocean.
Bleed air, and I'd be the atmosphere.
Bleed stars, and I'd be the Universe.
So torn I am that my heart has a big hole.
So torn I am that my heart looks like a ring!
So torn I am that my heart does not work no more.

Save me, anyone?

Feel my breath, a sunder of sorrow,
See my eyes, a reign of terror,
Hear my cry, screamingly hurtful,
Taste my tongue, the bitterness prevails,
Smell my scent, reminded of a withering rose?

I'm dying, really, I am.

Fate lies in her hand!
Is she God?!
Which man has the power none other has?!
Indeed, love grants abilities.
Love is like poison within strawberries.
The more you eat, the more you want to eat.
The more you eat, the closer you are to the Grim.
What is this magic?!
Argh! Take me away from here!
I don't want any of these nonsense!
Let me live my own life, since you don't wish to be a part of it!

_______________________________________

i seriously, need some fucking time alone.

and i changed my blogskin, requested by tok gaga. <3

-Fairytales don't always have a happy ending.-

2008-09-21T02:51:00.001+08:00

Smile for me, cause I smile for you everyday.

:"]

Shifu Momma Muhammad Tucky is one of the greatest HOLYSHIT alive.

2008-09-20T05:14:00.003+08:00

this was ytd's post, accidentally slept >.<

i just love tucky

stuffs that happened:

Sally : "Tucky, wad motivates you to live?"
Shifu : "Sex."

LOL

XueJun : "When you stress, steal toilet bowls"
Me : "PEOPLE STEAL TOILET COVER YOU STEAL TOILET BOWL LOLOL"

LOL

Guorong does something spectacular with the soccer ball.
Shifu : "Holy, man!"
Me : "Shifu, you know what holyshit means?"
Shifu : "What?"
Me : "A piece of shit that is not capable of doing anything, but somehow does everything"
Shifu : "Oh, I'm holyshit."
Me : "Yah, your first principle. Everything is nothing. Nothing is impossible. So, everything is impossible."

LOL

Guoquan got one bump on his head.
Me : "Shifu! Go heal him quick! Use your powers!!"
Shifu : "Cannot, later i get one punch from him!"
Shit-fu goes to Guoquan and says something.
Guoquan punches him in the stomach.
Me : "WAH SHIFU!! U PREDICT SO ACCURATE!!!"

LOLOL

Sally "dislocated" his arm.
Me : "SHIFU!!! GO HEAL HIM QUICK!!! USE YOUR POWERS!!!"
Shifu : "Cannot, later he scream"
Me : "But we need to do something!!"
Shifu : "I know what we should do. Say my name!"

LOL

Salizan comes, and Ying Zhu "acts x:" worried.
Me : "Eh Zan, come Shifu heal you."
Shifu : "IAW KCUT!"
ME AND SHIFU : "LOOLOLOLOLLOOOOOLLL"
Ying Zhu : "What so funny?" =.=
ME AND SHIFU : "LOOLOLOLOLLOOOOOLLL"

LOL

Sally : "Shifu, meditate with me please!"
Me : "Lai, lai, meditate lai!"
Shifu : "Hmmmm."
Me : "Wah, act like some holyshit like that" =.=

LOL

Me : "Wah Shifu, today Shit-fu go home first. You like free man hor. You usually like kena shackle by Shit-fu sia. Must learn to be free!"
Shifu : "Don't say like that la!"
Me : "But like master and dog leh!"
Shifu : "Aiya, it's okay, we EVERY MONTH SWAP!"
Me : "WAH! LOL!"
Shifu : "And this month, i the DOG!"
Me : "LOLOLOLOL!"

LOL

fun larh, seriously my class is like so <3ed...lol>_>

so that was it i guess, then consulted the love guru. WOAH, he's damn experienced in this man!

lol...

okok, gtg, ciaos!

____________________________________________

TODAYS POST

____________________________________________

didn't have a proper GGG day. coz we decided to bnet instead!

HOLYSHIT IS PLAYING MNM WITH ME!!! YAY!!!!

and holyshit i think i can get 99 rb in two days..LOL

holyshit!

okok, i gtg ciaos for now, later i update again at night (:

pw! man!

sians..

;D

2008-09-19T01:02:00.001+08:00

Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering.

(:

don't stress kay? chill...

<3

Shrint (:

2008-09-16T20:53:00.002+08:00

"Why?" is all I ask.

When the sky weeps a black sunder
and all, stars high, mourn.

The meadow of love I have for you
turns into torment of a burning skyline
embedded with thorns, I feel this pain.

I long to wake up from this sweet dream
a dream where I am the fire
and in the fire I stand
for this dream burns me in me

In this dream, I weep my leaking heart out
juices of fire, sweat, blood, passion, sorrow
expelled by one named rage
the rage of loneliness, ignorance, rejection
for even these tears cannot extinguish my burning heart.

"And what can I get you, sire?"
"Give me a concoction, a soup, syrup, anything!"
"Make me forget all this, let me sleep,"
"My sorrow kills me, faint me!"
But, not poppy, nor mandragora, nor all the drowsy syrups of the world,
Shall ever medicine thee to that sweet sleep, which thou owedst yesterday.

Where is this place?
In this place, time seem to stop!
When matter go past the screen so flashily,
And a cry exists, so clearly stinging the wall,
This weird place it bounces off,
And the cry shall see the cry.
Oh my, how can a flower send a flower to a flower?!

For the strength in me YOU crippled,
YOU tore, bent, shook!
Let YOU be me?
I beg of you, let YOU be me?!
My new strength is YOU,
And my new faith is YOU.
Aww, this maiden gave me life!
Let her be mine, forever, please!

Shrint - I want!

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Rough day! Rough day!

issues after issues to handle, sick sick sick!

nevermind, we'll get this through together! YOU and I!

xD

ciaos!

btw, first time i passed my maths test! *i think*

<3 u

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2008-09-14T21:58:00.002+08:00

(:

(:

(:

did work in the library today, with crystal (:

and i let her in on my PER-SO-NA

*BOOM*

"See me, hear me, smell me, touch me, taste me, and feel me, for I AM, PERSONA!"

she knew about my books. the books of testimonies. the books of life. the books of death. the books of prodigy. the books of *goes on and on and on*

and huuur huuur, it's getting scary to let someone know how you REALLY THINK and FEEL...hahas..

den ate macs for break. yeah that's it i guess.

tomorrow is my GP promos, and my deadline for the econs essay...i think i do the econs essay after the GP paper ba...yeah...

hmm, okok i go off liaos..

ciaos!

NSC and DOTA!!!

2008-09-14T01:23:00.002+08:00

today was the annual National Software Competition, and I participated in it!!!

the questions were hectic, and there were two binary image questions. and guess wad? I DIDN'T BRING MY 2007 BINARY IMAGE TEMPLATE...and i was crying inside T_T

seriously, they gave us 2 solid hours to work on four questions which is nerve-wrecking and brain-vessel exploding..FFREAAKING IRRITATING!!!

the first question was a small cryptography thingy, but the problem was my team mates weren't so "on-their-feet" with their thinking...so we had certain management issues, which resulted in a 30 minutes burn...

the second question, the question i was supposed to do wasn't done completely coz of time constraints, and thus i was sadded T_T

the third question, done fully, was completed by HJ of CTG 119, kudos to him!

he, HONESTLY, was on his feet for the whole 2 hours, thinking of the code and typing it out almost seemingly endless and smooth. it was like the code was at the back of his palms or something!

question 4, another binary image qns, like my qns 2, was not done as it was far too complex..

alot of schools participated, and the Legendary and Uprising NUS High School of Maths *i wanted to go there!!* was present too. they completed three questions i think, if not four...lol

after NSC, i went to woodlands to WAKE HANIF UP...called the rest for a gathering at Republic Poly, and we had fun till 9+pm...we were about to pray when we were talking abt some obscene stuff *Z.O.M.G*...and hanif was HIGH

he kept on laughing and laughing, then we talked abt how cavemen used fire as LIFE, and how, ehem...nvm...lets not get into this...hahahhaa

then we laughed about hanif's motion in prayer, which was like a robot...den i say, maybe he in japanese occupation time, so his movements all like bowing to the japanese soldiers like that...lol...

then finish liaos, we ate kfc, blabla, dota some more, den go home...

get home, i..

confessed my WHOLE HEART out... T_T

okok nvm lets skip that part...

then now, it's 12am on the dot...i'm gonna post this using my new bot...a bot is a program that does stuffs for you...i'm gonna set it to, umm...duno? lol

nvm, lets see..wad else to write...

<3 u

okay so tmr studying in woodlands library with someone, a friend of mine. yeah...

so yah, i really shld be getting to sleep..

ciaos!

Fears :\

2008-09-13T06:39:00.000+08:00

I'm afraid of trying to start a conversation with you.
I'm afraid of you not wanting to talk to me.
I'm afraid of picking up the phone to call or text you.
I'm afraid things won't go as I wanted.
I'm afraid you would hate me.
I'm afraid you wouldn't feel the same.
I'm afraid of trying to know you better.
I'm afraid of lying to you.
I'm afraid of telling you how much you mean to me.
I'm afraid of rejection.
I'm afraid of letting you know the truth.
I'm afraid of telling you, I love you.

Hyphillianders pt.1

2008-09-11T21:34:00.007+08:00

*The reason why i love to write my own narratives, i CAN GODMODE ALL I WANT!!*

Hyphillianders part 1

Bleak. Frightening, screeching visuals flung onto the mirror of his retina. The time when mice was in their pants, was evidently halting by the frame of matter, making a day seem near forever. Scream, scream, all they had been doing for over an hour now. "When is this gonna end?"

Flooded with sweat, his bed had now felt like a bathtub of stenchy liquid. It was then 3AM, and the casket of the night had been more comforting than usual. At least there was darkness, as compared to the void which he felt earlier on. Somehow, this "earlier on" had apparently done something to him. He now felt sick, more accurately, nauseous. It was as if a demon had just appeared before him, shook him like a piece of doll, and whipped up a bowl of salad and threw him in it. After shaking the bowl nice and evenly, it ate him up along with the salad, only to throw him into a bed of trauma and dizziness soon after.

"What the...no....stop.....please......" he wept, leaving his bed no wetter than it already is.

"Outrageous! This boy had clearly taken some kind of anaesthetic, and was drunk along with it. Yet, they blame us for not being alert?!" Ferio gruntled at his partner-in-crime, Sky.
"Well, we did hear some sounds last night, and yet we didn't go look. You still recalled that sharp, high pitched sound didn't you? It sound like a dog was flossing its teeth with a violin. Well, I thought it was the sound of the mini-reactor you installed last night. Till I heard that ghastly scream." Sky rebuked, hinting that Ferio shouldn't be jumping to wild conclusions.
"My, my. A little smart aren't we today?" the other sneered.

Although it may seem not, life was perfectly normal for Shika Aoki, a Japanese young girl living in a small town with her foster parents in California. Having lost her parents mysteriously, Shika was left with a couple, her parents' high school mates, by the will of her parents. She lived far from the touch of Japan, since she had to move in since 2 years old. Now, leading a teenager's life was better, since she understood the joy and sorrows that life and the world had in store for the tiny little humans that inhabited this wide stretched piece of land.

"Mummy, I wonder, if i could go back to Japan?"
"No dear, not till you get yourself a job downtown yeah?"
"Hmm, well, okay."

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Project Work SUCKS
only this piece of work is enough to break friendships, to build formal relationships, and to teach you how to save your own ass, even by lying.
WR ends tomorrow!
and im sick and tired of project work already...nevermind, left Insights & Reflections and Oral Presentation, then the PW can kiss my freaking ass goodbye, on my behalf that is..

wooooo saturday is my National Software Competition, sure die again, like during sec 2...sians...LOL

try ba try ba, hope can make it through!!! JIAYOUUUUSSS!!!

sadded la, now alot of things mixed up..hmm, after promos, settle all (:

ciaos!

=]

2008-09-10T21:05:00.005+08:00

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gaah im sick of teaching ppl hw to live...seriously people need to learn to open their eyes and learn how to bREATHE!!! being a life tutor is freaking difficult cause it creates impacts, both positive and negative to myself..

it's irritating cause u have to fix your own problems and face ppl's problems for them...not that i mind, just that if you ask for help, then listen to it, and if you ask FOR MORE, THEN U JOLLY WELL FOLLOW WAD I SAID B4...

look at this :

u ask your teacher, why u cant do ur hwk...and ur teacher asks u, wad u think the problem is...

and u say, "I don't spend time at home studying"

and ur teacher says, "okay, go home and sit ur ass down and study..."

and u go home and dota...and u dun study

the next day, u ask

"how do i divide my time properly for studying??"

and ur teacher says "stop wasting ur time on computers and go a study for 5 hours a day"

and u go home and still dota, till ur exams are over, and of course.

u fail.

and then u ask urself, why?

COZ U DIDN'T FREAKING FOLLOW THE FIRST INSTRUCTION OF UR FREAKING TEACHER..and u STILL DARE ASK THE SECOND QUESTION...

okay pardon my ridiculously FCUKED UP ENGLISH, just that im pissed with how i'm doing things..

and umm, to you, yes that someone, you!

nono, i'm typing this out of rage not caused by you or anything related to you, just that im angry at myself..

i need to learn to be more quiet and "shut the fcuk up" concept

bah, I REALLY WISH, I CAN STOP STUDYING, GET MONEY enough to sustain my life and my family's life till i die, AND GET TRANSPORTED to a far away land WHERE I CAN DEVOTE MYSELF TO GOD AND ONLY GOD!!! WOOOHOOO!!!

okay like i told that someone, whom i referred to above, that im emotionally unstable now...BLEAH..

SOMEONE HELP ME LAAARRRH PLEEEEASSSEE!!!

woohooo salizan beside me now, coz im still in sch...

so salizan, any words to write in my blog? HONOUR OKAY!!!

_________________________________________
*points a thumbs-up to me*
_________________________________________

YELAH TU!!!

lol, okok, i need to go off liaos, needa get back home, PW AND PRAY...LOL

kk ciaos ;D

someone save me T_T

please.

wth u doing?!??!

2008-09-08T02:14:00.003+08:00

LOL, im still awake now...

i spent like 2 hours reading my previous blogs, while i was in sec 2 and sec 4...hahas

insightful, entertaining, interesting, taught me alot

it portrayed the old, detestable me...now i realise why i was an anti-social back in 05...

and now i recall why i break up my paragraphs, people usually write like this :

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzaaaaaaa. wowowowololw eeeeeeeee hahahsa.......cccccccrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaa aaaaaaappppppp manaaan!!!. so howwwwwwww do i weeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? likeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeee thissssssssssss ssssssssssss sssssssssssssssssssssss.... soooo now you knowwwwwww wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww?

yeah like that, in paragraphs...i do it in SENTENCES...coz if not i MIGHT bore my readers!~

i also learnt that im unique in my own way, wun be touching on that! x:

i also learnt that people don't tag my blog, but i still dun noe why. lolss

okok, i really shld be sleeping now yah, 2:18AM already...

oh and i found out the first time i implemented the word "gay" into my life...31/1/07...roflolmao..

and it all linked up to my secondary sch social studies teacher, the HAPPY MAN, Mr Moothy...yeah!

okok i go slp le! nights! ciaos!

oh and i better start posting the recounts of my daily happenings. i think u people are getting bored already!

x:

2008-09-07T16:03:00.005+08:00

school starts tomorrow and im like...

MAN, i don't wanna go to school. just throw me the syllabus and give me my own time to study!

the EXISTANCE OF SCHOOL makes me UNABLE TO STUDY ON MY OWN FREE WILL USING MY OWN FREE TIME. if only the EXISTANCE OF SCHOOL = 0, i am then ABLE TO STUDY ON MY OWN FREE WILL USING MY OWN FREE TIME.

(:

PW is screwed up, along with maths. and computing too!

okae lets not talk about things being screwed up...

MY PHYSICS IS STILL ONGOING AND STRONG!!!! my fundamentals that is x:

aiya, miss lye once said to the WHOLE ENTIRE CLASS WITH UTMOST PASSION AND CONFIDENCE :

"And it all comes down to the fundamentals.."

I SHALL NEVER FORGET THIS! coz my beloved physics teacher thought me this!

okae, so today was boring, coz was helping my dad with stuffs, was doing my part of the PW and went out for dinner blabla...

and what else to write ar?...hmm

oh yeah! i met this shuffler on the net and he's willing to be my shifu! just that i'll like start meeting him once my promos are over...

*crys dun read this part!*

PROMOS ARE COMING IN LIKE 7 DAYS, that's just my GP paper, then a week or two before the freaking CCCHHHHAAAOOOOSSSS comes rolling in. rolling rolling, rollllling rolllllling...I MADE THIS PARAGRAPH WHITE coz crys is freaking out abt her PW

so..hmm.. yeah i guess that's it, shld sleep soon, tmr got sch!

i really wish i can define my own education!

ciaos!

(:

2008-09-06T09:03:00.002+08:00

this is the post for ytd, lols >.<

watched Wall.E yesterday with Crystal, and hmm, okay it was nice, but of course movies are boring without popcorn, and if the popcorn was there, i wouldn't be focusing on the movie coz of the popcorn, but since im fasting, there's no popcorn, but then if there's no popcorn, the movie would be dull, but if there were popcorn, i might not pay attention to the movie. omg. lol

OMG, I SKIPPED COMPUTING YESTERDAY, AND GUESS WHAT!!! MY SUBMISSION IS GONNA BE ZERO!!!!!! MY PROMOS FOR COMPUTING COURSEWORK IS GONNA BE WRITTEN THERE AS '0'...A FREAKING ZERO!!!! LOSL!!! *u rock hadi*

okok, so after the movie, Crystal went amk for Bible study *we Muslims really need to go for a, like umm, a Hadith study, SERIOUSLY!* and i went to jurong, uncle's house...boring boring, since there were all the small little KIDDIES!!! WEEEE~ *u rock too izzat*

then came today, morning, and my uncle had this Q&A session with all the kiddies, and he asked alot about this month. he talked about Allah, about our beloved prophet Muhammad s.a.w. and about Islam and especially this month, Ramadan. very enlightening for me, cause there's the Five Pillars of Islam, which we *me and the small kiddies* already knew, and he told me about the Six Pillars of Faith. which i seriously never heard of before. losl..

okay, then bathed, then left the house, then reached home. and now im blogging. yah.

ciaos! dota time

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS ARE OVER!!! shit, my hwk and revision- 0.5%

thx u v much school.

nonetheless, im going to try and do sth, to promote..nono seriously, i'll try my very best. that no one ever was, diu diu diu diu, to catch them is my real test, to train them is my cause, diu diu diu, i will travel across the land, searching far and wide, diu diu diu diu, each pokemon, to understand, the power that's inside....

POKEMON! LOSL!

ciaos! ;D

weird day, i can say

2008-09-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

weird day, i can say...hahas

and to that someone, thx you many many (:

Al-Fatiha (The Opening)

1. In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

2. Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the worlds;

3. Most Gracious, Most Merciful;

4. Master of the Day of Judgment.

5. Thee do we worship, and Thine aid we seek.

6. Show us the straight way,

7. The way of those on whom Thou hast bestowed Thy Grace, those whose (portion) is not wrath, and who go not astray.

my holidays are ENDING...bah seriously, i have to make it siaaa, i dowan to retain, neither do i wan to shift school...i wan to end up in J2 with her!!!

okae, basically tmr would be a hectic day since i'm left with one hour of computing and i'm like, 4 hours backtrack of pace...bah, must chiong aredi..just print the date randomly, print time oso...store in any kind of information...lolss..

for u c++ers out there, noe wad dumb mistake i did today?

ofstream file;
file.open("members.txt", ios::in);
file << member[i].MemberName;

and i wanted to extract the file to memory...and i did a totally undefined thing...lolsss

okokae...sleep sleep now, wan to go sleep.

and hey, guess wad, i found someone who can help me with my bible-quran expedition!!! yay!!

ciaos! (:

rainy day!

2008-09-03T21:58:00.005+08:00

Any translation(s) of the Qur'an immediately ceases to be the literal word of Allah!

In the name of Allah, the Compassionate, the Merciful.

Say : O ye that reject Faith!
I worship not that which ye worship,
Nor will ye worship that which I worship.
And I will not worship that which ye worship,
Nor will ye worship that which I worship.
To you be your Way, and to me mine.

I love this surah, cause it reflects that there is no forcing of religion upon the people of the world. Although it is that Islam is the reconstruction for the people of the previous scriptures, it is still up to the people of the world to believe what they want to believe, just that they would then have to take responsibility of their actions in the Afterlife.

(:

okay, few points to make :
1st : no money, no talk
2nd : sacrifice, but then, self before others xD
3rd : rain = nono!

yah, post very short ar today, coz need to prepare for computing..

(:

ciaos! rmb to tag! yes, ESPECIALLY YOU!

2008-09-03T00:26:00.002+08:00

i'm so gonna screw my JC stuffs T_T

computing coursework, im left with 180 minutes to finish all the questions.
the rest, still haven do much studying/revising...

someone please help me, encourage me on, stick with me, bleed with me, cry with me, BE WITH ME!

(:

Any translation(s) of the Qur'an immediately ceases to be the literal word of Allah!

Sura An-Nas :

In the name of Allah, the Compassionate, the Merciful.

Say: I seek refuge with the Lord and Cherisher of Mankind,
The King (or Ruler) of Mankind,
The god (or judge) of Mankind,
From the mischief of the Whisperer (of Evil), who withdraws (after his whisper),
(The same) who whispers into the hearts of Mankind,-
Among Jinns and among men.

Sura Al-Ikhlas :

In the name of Allah, the Compassionate, the Merciful.

Say: He is Allah, the One and Only;
Allah, the Eternal, Absolute;
He begetteth not, nor is He begotten;
And there is none like unto Him.

so yeah, im very tired of almost everything now..especially myself! im tired of myself, unable to relax when i need to, and unable to be serious when i really need to...

bah, it's late, imma go to sleep now, tmr is a heavy day.

ciaos!

Ramadan! The month of pahala!

2008-08-31T21:20:00.007+08:00

Any translation(s) of the Qur'an immediately ceases to be the literal word of Allah!

Al-Baqarah Ayat/Verse 183:

In the name of Allah, the Compassionate, the Merciful.

“ Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, telah diwajibkan ke atas kamu berpuasa sebagaimana telah diwajibkan ke atas umat-umat yang sebelum kamu, semoga kamu menjadi orang-orang yang bertaqwa."

" O you who believe, fasting is decreed for you, as it was decreed for those before you, that you may become Al-Muttaqûn (the pious)"

The month of fasting is here!! may Allah bless ALL of the human race, although it might seem so that this is the month for the Believers ._.

I'll be posting some of my faourite verses from the Quran throughout this month, and I would like to APLOGIZE IN ADVANCE if it offends you in any way. but i hope not, cause Allah is All-Merciful and All-Loving.

(: <3 Allah

okay, basically my bro's birthday is today, and he has this party, at pasir ris costa sands, and i'm cordially invited by him and my whole family to HELP OUT!...llol...way to go bro!

din get him anything tho, cause i was short of *ehem* as always, and thought that staying up till 12am with him was enough :P

so then my aunty's family came last night, and stayed up till 12am..we played uno stack and it was freaking fun laaaa!!...lol, first time in my life playing that thing, i got over excited...haha

then we stayed up, and at 12am SHARP, he came out of the toilet *simulating his birth SOMEHOW*, and my bro SUDDENLY went crazy and shouted "MERDEKA! MERDEKA!"

noe why? cause, it's MALAYSIA'S BIRTHDAY!!!LOL, den on the malaysia channel they all shoot fireworks, he say they celbrating his birthday, so grand till got fireworks...and we all went (=.=")

then today was abit hectic cause alot of his friends came, like alot alot alot!! lol

then i ate like alot of prawns laaa! but den overall din eat much oso...lolss

holidays, together with school, just squeezes me like some needle pricking the skin of a thumb. it's painful and delightful...LOL

okok, i don't have time to post anymore stuffs, cause it's starting to get hectic now. tmr got sch! computing coursework! pray for me!

ciaos!

*this post was supposed to go on for another 6 paragraphs, but i had to cut short, maybe next time yah?!*

Teachers Day Celebrations!

2008-08-29T22:10:00.003+08:00

wow, today teachers' day celebrations. and i performed!

i was on stage, knocking my shit out T_T

baik, fishy & the apple shampoo! baik, teh tarik superfriends of the universe!

haha, i just love our band pic, so damn fierce >.<

okok, so basically, i bongoed my way in guardian angel for 30 odd seconds? yah around there.

but i din get as much cheer as the rest of the fishys T_T

i think only three ppl cheered for me from the hall T_T

nevermind, at least got ppl...but the anwar and the salizan, like half of the hall cheer for them T_T

even anwar had a poster for him T_T

T_T

nonetheless, it was a great experience, being able to perform infront of the J1s and the J2s.. the J2s were less stressful cause we couldnt see the people in the audi, so we werent so nervous.

finish performance, went back to marsiling *tho i seriously didn't plan to*

met ms lim, ms ng, MRS NG, MRS ONG, MR MOOTHY, MDM RADHA...zzzZZZZOMG laaa...

the last four, buay tahan.

enter school, MET MDM RADHA!! OMG LAAA...SHE'S LIKE STILL AS SCARRRRIIIIEEE!!

she's my upper sec english teacher, and i still rmbed those times i din hand in my hwk, my compo was nonsensical, and my compre didn't do summary...LOL..

then talk talk abit, then she gtg...so said bye...

then the m4s were there, and they wanted mr moothy to come out, and they told me to call him..

but i didn't, coz i scared T_T

mr moothy is my upper sec social studies teacher, and i HIGHLY SUSPECT that he THINKS im a truly true gay..

went on to second lvl staff room to find ms lim!!

ms lim is my beloved, cute, likes-old-men, upper sec maths teacher..lolss ;D

talk to ms lim, i was shocked coz she was still as cute as ever, and then talk talk talk to her. then suddenly ms ng walked by, then ms lim stop talking, i straight away CHIONG for ms ng nose...LOL..wah, ms ng still pretty ar, just her voice higher than last year -.-

tried to touch her nose, but she say "don't touch my nose laa"

ms ng is my beloved chem teacher <3

den i talk talk to her, den i ask her when she wan get married...she said "aiya wait for you ma, when you wan to propose?"..then i laughed and said that i actually waiting for her to propose to me, LOL..then she say quickly propose to her ar, then i was like =.="..lolss

then finish talking to ms ng , go back to ms lim...then ms lim say "see pretty teacher then leave me"

den i said "ya la u cute but she pretty"

izzat and hadi and me went LOL

den ms lim ignore me, adding that talking to hadi and izzat better T_T

then, suddenly, got down to lvl two for no apparent reason, and i said i wanted to go see mr moothy...so i called him, and i went:

"Good afternoon"
"Ya halo, gd afternn, mr moothy ar, hello mr moothy, ebnue here, i wan to meet u can?"
"Oh Ebnue, sure, wait a while."

AND THE TALL, FREAKING, GHEY GUY CAME OUT!!!!!

i was clinging to the metal railing for my life!!!

then i greeted him, and he said "Ah, the HAPPY MAN"...HEY HALO, I NOE LA, U MEAN GAY RIGHT?!?!?! LOL

then we talked and talked, den SUDDENLY, JENG JENG JENG!

MRS ONG WAS BEHIND HIM!!!

MRS, KAREN, ONG, WAS, BEHIND, HIM!!!! one of the MOST MOST MOST MOST MOST MOST FEARED TEACHER in school, coz she had this face, that when she's fierce and staring at u, u wud wan to cry and hide in a hermit shell..

den mrs ong and mr moothy and me and izzat talk talk, and syafiq was the furthest away frm the BOTH of them...lolol...

so after talking and saying bye, i went to lvl 2 staff room again with izzat, to meet, the all-fierce, all-scary, all-astonishing, MRS NG!!!

OH, forgot, mrs ong was my co-form teacher & my english teacher AND my art teacher for lower sec, and we had a rough time together. T_T

mrs ng was my form teacher & science teacher AND detention teacher x: for my lower sec...haha

mrs ng changed alot la, act cute alot one x:

talked alot, she reminded me of my old blog post, abt my old crush, abt the time she tagged my tagboard *omg*, den alot of other stuffs laaa..lol..

man i love her x:

she added a VERY IMPORTANT POINT : most of us will rmb msl coz of the art room detention!!

then i asked her why my art room hours werent added to CIP, den she added that it was DETENTION, and then i brought up the point when once, she brought a condom to class for the sake of the studied topic, and i asked if the condom could be tasted, and i THINK i was given two weeks "detention"...i mean, to me, that wasnt detention, coz since i couldnt study at home, i stay back in the art room to SERVE cleaning services x: just to make sure i learnt my lesson, not to slack at home...lolss..

den after that, went prayers, then home..

the end (:

okok, now finish teachers' day, CHIONG MY FREAKING STUDIES!!

if i retain, which is equal to i screw my promos, i'm shifting out of teh school. lol

lets just not think abt it for now, lets try to work towards promos.

yay! ramadhan is here DARN IT! FINALLY ALL THE SYAITANS AND THE DAMNED IBLIS is GONE!

gone gone gone gone gone shoo shoo shoo shoo shoo!

so that would mean that I would only need to fight my desires for anti-Islam, and then devote myself to God!

yay yay yay yay!

kk i gtg liaos, alot of work to do!

ciaos!

enjoy ur holidays!

(:

2008-08-26T20:03:00.003+08:00

Not poppy, nor mandragora,
Nor all the drowsy syrups of the world,
Shall ever medicine thee to that sweet sleep
Which thou owedst yesterday.

Shin Angyo Onshi, 17:47

EMPTY.

2008-08-26T00:57:00.002+08:00

EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY

bored.

oh, and i zreeched the bg myself, it was a nice simple plain allen walker bg and i zreeched it till it became a nice piece. the buttons are not mine of course T_T

I LAB SAUND DILECKT

2008-08-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

I LAB SAUND DILECKT! PLISH TOK STRAET IN MY FAYS KOS I HAIT LAIERS END PIIPEL WHO WHERE MASKS END IKNORENT PIIPEL!

THENK U THENK U!

2008-08-23T11:09:00.001+08:00

posting this from sch! using my lappy and the sch's internet of course...haha

sians, hope i can finish pw asap.

ciaos!

argh?

2008-08-22T23:12:00.002+08:00

bored with the stuffs i do nowadays. and one more week of freaking hell JC, and it'll be a nice long PEACEFUL revision time for me.

joining the dgrayman RP soon <3, once edwin gets himself approved as a Noah, imma get the Exorcist business up and running. ER is dead for now, maybe coz it's the exams period for probably everybody.

tomorrow got detention, GAAH BORING!
gonna blast my econs ass all the way and TRY TO FOCUS MY FREAKING MIND on STARTING the essay assignment that i'm overdued by 3 weeks. shit shit SHIT!

promos is so goddamn close, and i'm telling you people out there. if i think im gonna fail my paper, im outta YJC...lol

gonna go straight through the clouds with horses the size of pikachus and get my butt into accountancy.

T_T

off to maple and dota, got a big day ahead.

AND

THANK ALLAH IT'S FRIDAY!

T_T

REIN of Light-

booya!

booya!

lalala bored~

flyer day with baby kiki!

late night kopi with tok hanif

contra-(teachers' day)

byebye dear. and this is sorry for the last time.

hiatus

Fright of Concygnus

maaaaple

left, right, after all the mess that you have made, look forward, peep behind, that's it! don't move!

nazrul, eda, and myself. nazrul has nothing to do with eda though. LOL

FORUMS!

someone drew me a flower!

good things come in small packages. what goes around comes around.

dead and gone.

miss nikkeh! ;)

LOL NORMAN!

:(

<3 SHIFU MOMMA MUHAMMAD TUCKY!!! <3

the end is near? LOL

removed at the discreetion of many parties.

screwed up :\

:D

boring la kaninabuchaocheebai

font size

LOL BOT!!! JOKE LA!!

WAAAY TOO BUSY! T_T

TAKE THIS!!

going to KL!

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(:

<3 IZZAT

raya and PW

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hari raya

Allahuakbar!!

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Fairytales don't always have a happy ending.

Shifu Momma Muhammad Tucky is one of the greatest HOLYSHIT alive.

;D

Shrint (:

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NSC and DOTA!!!

Fears :\

Hyphillianders pt.1

=]

wth u doing?!??!

(:

weird day, i can say

rainy day!

Ramadan! The month of pahala!

Teachers Day Celebrations!

(:

EMPTY.

I LAB SAUND DILECKT

argh?